Vanish & Perish

CW's birthday

2011-12-17T03:07:00.000+08:00

6pm end of work. 7.00 on the car back home. 8.00 reached hui's home. dad was suppose to pick me up but he went swimming since 7 for a hell of a long time. 9.00 hui sent me home. the moment I stepped in front of my house gate my dad gets home. I did not even get a chance to sit down and I'm out for dinner. bought cw's cake on the way. I was getting impatient cause I'm tired as hell. I have not taken my bath. I'm afraid I'd be late. stupid bakery worker know not how to write using the icing and did not write as I have written on the paper. heck, I can even do better than her. pass me the icing, girl. whatever.. since she wrote it on a plastic, I threw the plastic away. hehe i wrote wrongly anyway... i wrote 16 instead of 17, luckily she wrote on a plastic HEH,, 10.30 I did not take my bath, I just changed my clothes and headed out with the cake and the present. hold it, I do not stink either. pro. hahaha,

so if you read my sabah post, you should know we bought a bag for cw. it's his birthday on 16th and it is a friday.. it's 3 freaking AM on the 17th now.
most of us are working and he's working too so the party was a short one at his house after work. 11pm. the plan was to surprise him from inside his house. so me & hui got to his house first.. -.- jc was supposed to be there before us but god knows what happened.

and the waiting begins. unfortunately, his mum called him? he called his mum? no idea, but his mum told him his friends are over at his house. me and hui was like WTF?! plan ruined by the second. its kind of funny actually haha.. rupa-rupanya his mum didn't know about the plan only his brother knew. and his brother was a quiet one so yeah.

anyway, they wanted to cover up and continue surprising him but y'know everyone is tired and we didnt want to bother his family for too long as it is getting late.. so we just waited for him to get home. 11.45?

it turned out well eventhough the plan failed :)

i'm sorry i dont even what's the point of this entry -.- i'm too tired to even think, i just want to write things down. kthxbye -.-

working? working!

2011-12-15T23:30:00.000+08:00

so this marks my first time working :D
office job, mon to fri, 9 to 6, helping around the finance department in Kelly Services. I'm under the credit section, I have no idea... god knows what that is. so basically what I do is paper work, data entry and whatever else they ask me to do. one funny thing is.. I'm not an account student. when they teached me how to do the data entry, I totally have no idea of the terms they're using. so it boggles my mind a little..
anyway, there wasnt much to do on the first day and you just wait around till they give you some stuff. and it gets done fast too. time passes by fast too.. but I have a feeling work will be piling up soon.

after work we went to pavi and met up with the boys, originally wanted to do some shopping but wth, we're already to damn tired already and the heels are killing our legs. yeap, formal wear.
so we hopped on the lrt and headed home.

forever sleep deprived orz...

3D2N Sabah Tripppp

2011-12-14T02:58:00.003+08:00

I was at Sabah for the past few days with my friends :D this is my 2nd time there and my 2nd time on a plane rofl. so here begins my great wall of text.

okay so I remember. this kid at the erl station.. while I was queueing to buy my ticket... I dropped my 50sen., so she quickly picked it up. at first I thought she was being nice helping to pick it up and return it to me... BUT TO MY HORROR, she took it and walked away. OTL..... WHAT ARE KIDS NOWADAYS.

so anyway, 1st day, we took off in the evening and reached KK at night. greeted with a GRAND BUS RIDE, - no kidding - to the hotel. we stayed at Gaya Hotel. Had our dinner at a cafe opposite the hotel.
hah, the process of our plane boarding was movie-like seriously haha, x tau la nak kata suspense ke, exciting ke, kelakar ke, but it was insane and quite funny hahaha,
well mainly of course because the last minute plane boarding was a success, not the other way around :) phew,
was pretty sleepy cause I slept at 5 the day before :x hehe.. but the plane wasn't comfortable enough for me to sleep in.. even the hotel bed wasn't comfortable enough -___-; 2 hari tidur at the hotel.. 2 hari x tidur lena.

2nd day, the plan was to wake up and watch the sunrise, but by the time we are awake the sun is already up, haha.. we had breakfast at the hotel with a beautiful sea view ;)
after that we went for a walk at their sunday market, the good thing bout the market is... along the way you can see plastic bags for you to throw your rubbish in it.. not like markets here in kl where rubbish is thrown everywhere anywhere.
but the bad thing about the market is... animals are sold illegally. rabbits. puppies. sad case weh.. totally explains why I see stray dogs all the time in the bus rides.

then we went to kundasang, the breeze was so cold & the feeling was awesomeeeee, damn I miss it ;___;
we had lunch over there but the food wasn't so great, another bus ride to poring hotspring but before that we went for a canopy walk. tbh from this point I don't quite remember the chronology so i'll just write what I remember. heh,
there was a lot of walking around, of course. then we headed back to our hotel area.
the bus ride took a long time, and we saw the top of mount kinabalu, so amazing. we had dinner at chinese seafood restaurant, this time the food was tasty haha, then we headed back to the hotel. we went for karaoke at the mall opposite the hotel to celebrate cw's birthday on the 16th but imo it feels less than a celebration :x anyhow it's my first karaoke session hahaha,

3rd day, had our breakfast at the hotel again, checked out. the plan was to go to an island, but the weather doesn't allow us to do so, so we ended up at the mall. some went for a movie but some went for a walk around town. I was in the latter. jalan jalan jalan jalan tengok tengok tengok tengok. back to the mall. jc thought of getting cw a present so jalan jalan jalan jalan. bought a bag for him. it was blue T.T then they finished their movie and we had out lunch at the same cafe, then the bus brought us to the airport. landed, had our dinner at lcct old town. and we're homeeeee ;D

oh, the bag was kept till 16th.
the next trip should be longer. this was too damn short -.-
sorry for the wall of text that you probably just skipped, heh, for memories' sake y'know ;) picture viewing can be done in facebook tqvm.

I'm ALIVEEEE

2011-12-09T22:12:00.000+08:00

asdfghjkl.

sorry for the lack of updates really. my desktop broke down since who knows when, and it is still unfixed -.-
and it will not be fixed! T^T!! dad is planning to get a new one instead. it is good news but.. but... my stuff..... all perished & vanished along with the pc... sad case.
anyway, I'm only here updating because I'm using my dad's laptop orz.

so anyway let's update a long wall of text?
basically, spm is overrr and I will soon start to rot if I don't find some stuff to do. updating the blog is the first step kot haha,,
so far I've only been shopping ahaks,, well I did go for an interview but kena denied so.. still looking for a job, heh,, hopefully go for my undang and get a license by the end of the month too,
oh, and tbh.. I have yet to clear those books lying around cluttering my table.. hehh.. maybe I'll do that after I get back from sabah haha /forever procrastinating/

so today is D-1 woohoo
can't wait for tomorrow xD~

ok wow. the new blogger interface is.... fugly.

wait. I need to write this in. I finished my psv p2 an hour earlier and made it home in time to catch cinderella's stepsister on tv at 5pm yesseuuu ^^v not an easy feat for me y'know.

this wall of text isn't so long haha,,

another quickie

2011-08-05T22:00:00.003+08:00

I will forever have quick updates until the year ends -______-

anyway, it's a freaking meaningful day to write in today haha, but first I'll introduce you this.

ohkay :D, now, from where I left off...

my school organized a field trip to go see some dead bodies at MSU, yup, my sushis (does this word even exist -.-? reminds me of shisus hehe) were for this field trip 8D, yum~
it freaking awesome, they - the bodies - only smell of chemicals that stings your eyes, makes u tear and have an uncomfortable throat... cause they'd preserved the bodies with chemicals already, it was a good experience tho :D, haha,

then there was our class jamuan ^^ ♥ norita's penget durian is the best! I love my classmates ;__; eat. eat. eat. hohoho,

and the last monthly test... is over... but the war is still not over ;_____; S.P.M.

hoho and,, of course the latest news The Return Of The Superior ♥

SUPER JUNIOR *imagine shining light from above (message from god) lol*

well, their comeback was great but, I must've expected too much, it's still awesome no less :D

superman was the bomb! can't wait for it to be officially released HAH >:D

quite a long quick catch up? lol.

2011-07-20T17:37:00.001+08:00

okay, peeps, I'm not even sure if there will be anybody reading this... I'll just talk to myself.
I've been meaning to write in an entry but.. never got up to writing it, but I'm here anyway so that does not really matter now.

sooo, I've been thinking lately that I've been stupid not to write in entries and go hiatus for this whole year, since it's my last year in high school and all I'll definitely miss it dearly :<

so some quick catch up from where I left,

my mid-term result obviously went down the drain,
... and I have no idea what else ;_________; I'll fill this in later. hehe.

just recently it was all the rage about plkn, my whole facebook page was filled with "OMG, YAY, PLKN, NOOO". pretty much sums up the whole point. I'm thankful that I wasn't chosen, but then this is only the 1st batch, there's 2 more batches to come... anyway, best of luck to nicole~ enjoy your time there :)

so the school had photography session this week, :D
♥ ♥ ♥
my last one here, sayang 5SC1 2011~~
crap, this reminds me I need to design the class t-shirt, a whole lot of homework to finish, and also revisions I have not started. -________-
anyways, sayang juga sekolah ;D
sayang semua~
okay I'm getting sentimental now.

More reason for me to write in an entry, it's because today is my birthday 8D happy birthday to meee~
first I would like to thank ninic for the lovely card, and I'll mail you a longer msg later haha,
and also my family, I should be grateful,
friends, it's all kinds of weird stuff, the junk food, haha,
flattened box of "chicken rice" from CL,
a book from yan&tzu, I'll get myself to read it after spm hahaha,
and a SJ notebook from kw, love it love it, I'll not use it for the rest of my life HAHAHA,

I love how people come up to wish you though they don't know who you are, I think I'll start doing the same too to others next time :)

okayy,,, so i share my birthday with a genius, Mr. Gregor Mendel. nice to know of you on your 189th birthday, lol.

okay this is pretty much all. I need to make some sushi right now and bath.

Mid-Term Holidays

2011-06-01T14:07:00.001+08:00

okay well so the mid-term hols are here. a chance for me to clear away the dust in here :D
anyway, hols or not doesn't really make any difference when theres a big exam nearing :<

well so a lil of update of stuff.. took the mid-term exam, had teacher's day celebration, sports day, won the marching competition, yada yada, etc,
oh and just recently went to the National Youth Day event at Putrajaya to watch sj-m ;D
we were almost close e___e

I think I'm going to fail my mid-term. honestly I wasn't anywhere near prepared for it. bad. very bad. and sad. very sad.

the holidays are pretty boring.. 1 week passed by just like this, going back and forth from home and school -.-

su? super?

2011-04-18T17:13:00.000+08:00

okay I think this is worth a post, you know how when you search for stuff in youtube, the highest searched ones closest to the vid you're searching for will pop up?
so yeah, as I remember last time when we typed in "super", superman will be first in the list,
now, even just by typing "su", super junior is listed first ㅋㅋㅋ

can't wait for them to conquer "s" too 8D

hiatus mode,

2011-04-16T11:59:00.000+08:00

hi peeps, I'm still alive :D
been pretty busy with school these past weeks, and will still be for the next few months.
so, I officially announce I'll be on hiatus. yeah,
will be back asap ♥

♥

2011-03-20T19:05:00.001+08:00

ZOMG ♥

JURI.. ;A;

Super Show 3 ♥ 110319

2011-03-20T12:08:00.004+08:00

note: this post is full of plain boring spazzes of an addicted rabid suju fangirl. I don't mind if you wish to skip this post.

okay I'm going to try to keep calm when writing this post, haa, yeah right 8D

yesterday night was, me being insane in public.
The concert is just freaking awesome alright, that I don't quite remember.... I was crazy.
Even though we bought the seats we didn't quite sit down -.- instead we were jumping and standing throughout the concert. Next time we should just buy rockpitt,, ㅋㅋ
oh right right, even though this girl sitting in front of me will not possibly be reading my blog,,
I'd still wanna say sorry for slightly knocking your head with the lightstick for about 3 times? *bricked*
I'M SO SO SO SO SORRY \(>_______<)/

kay,, so..
Sungmin is effing cute I wanna pinch his cheeks and tear it off ARGH.
same goes to Henry..
ugh I think I'm going to fall into depression.. why is there so many cheeks in this world that I can't be pinching?!!
and Henry's rendition of Baby Baby was so much better than JB's,, oye,,, hohoho
and Zhoumi has some serious perfect features (as always, hohoho) and the song he performed, can I say girlish? It's not... but the dance moves were. totally.
and they were running around having selcas and polaroids with fans ;A;
and Donghae looked handsome, omg pretty boy,, why so pretty,,
and I saw Jungmo OMG assdfghjkl x.x JUNGMO!! *okay keeping calm is not possible right now* JUNGMOOOOO!!
and Yesung, ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ everytime he walked pass I would scream 'oppa oppa oppa oppa' like annoyingly repeating 'oppa' in hope that he would hear and look, but oh well, didn't happen -.- it's not like he could hear me anyway.. this is sad ;_______; *facepalm*

also the vid where kangin appears, ;_______; that was sad too.

and there was these star cut outs flying down from the ceiling, so after the concert ended we wanted to go get it but the staffs wouldn't pass any to us -.- evil much.
then there was this nice lady that passed us some but other fans took it first ...
oh well, this is sad too ;_______;
if there were any moments that should be written, well, you wouldn't find it here. I suck at remembering stuff so yeah. maybe this might help you :D

oh right Perfection was perfect and U remix was freaking awesome, so is TWINS remix. they should release a remix album seriously.

dead tired.

2011-03-16T19:23:00.002+08:00

okay so I'm back from the trip to petrosains and aquaria... I am officially dead from lack of sleep ;A;
don't be surprised when you see me walking around with my eyes closed -.-
I AM DEAD TIRED RIGHT NOW
and tomorrow there's kawad practice, have to be there early in the morning ;_______;

with all these camping and trips (tripping? xD), practicing and sleeping going on, I'll never have the chance to touch my pile of homework D:
MY MORAL FOLIO...... ohmygod,, my rumusan,, my essay,, I'm so dead....

the most fun part of today's trip would have to be acting like some 6 year old walking around klcc like we've never seen anything in our life before. oye,,
people must think we came from mars or something -____-

oh right right, I sooooo have to write this in. I know it's dumb but it's funny imo. xD
ok so I was like walking around in petrosains,, thinking of where to head to next, when suddenly someone from the back came and tap my butt with the back of his hand. yeah my butt. yeah it is a he.
at first I thought it was tzu or hui since they like slapping butts so I turned around to respond and found out it was Islam.
O.O
O.O
ok weird. ok. so freaking weird now that I think of it again. *facepalm*
Islam said he thought I was kesavan.. he obviously wasn't looking when tapping -_____- and he is sorry,
oh well, saya memang serba kehitaman hari ini ;_____;
okay.

AWKWARD.

no, mind you, I am not being shameless here. It is a funny incident and not on purpose so it's a-okay.

koko camp

2011-03-15T11:47:00.000+08:00

the koko camp was.. tiring. I am dead tired. I dun think I even slept 10 hours for two nights added up.
it was overall compared to the pengawas camp less interesting -_____-
the camp was not well organized. which frustrates people the likes of me.
it was made boring on the first day by the dead pan speech from the commandant. it is ~~literally~~ monotonous. like this __________.
and he obviously knows no fun in an important position. you can be fun too.

the most exciting activity would have to be climbing bukit saga and that itself pretty much sum up 80% of the camp. 20% goes to being frustrated over some juniors that joined thinking camping in school is a golden ticket to full freedom of fun.
wait, maybe the 80% and 20% should switch places -.-
I don't get what in the world made them sign up for camp when they are obviously not interested in the activities planned.
there's this one girl that registered with her real name and her nickname. that itself created an effing big commotion in my group cause she acted dumb when teachers ask her what's her name.
On the last day of the camp we found out she didn't like her real name so she written "Ben Dan" as her name and tells everyone it is her name. Ben Dan translates to stupid. yes, we're all taken aback by it. and yes we call her by Ben Dan. and yes people were asking why we're calling her stupid.
no we're not stupid for believing her cause her expressions were pretty convincing and people named ridiculously do exist.
Well, let's just not talk about the juniors and move on.

A lot was wondering where we took our bath in school. toilet duh. where else? In the classroom -.-?
and speaking bout bathing, everytime you'll be able to see half naked young men walking around their tent area. Which happens to be right in front of the only stairs accessible to the block. It hurts the eye. and it's embarrassing.

I was pretty surprised I did the chicken dance with no hesitation -.-
it was embarrassing last time but I have no idea why it isn't anymore 8D instead I think it's really fun!
oh and another one was, for the first time in my life I slept when speeches were given. THAT is how tired I was.

and I love seeing both cikgu Alif and cikgu Asyraf wearing red with white designed shirt on the last day and both walking together ^ㅡ^ awww,, adorkable ♥ notice both their names starts with 'A' too. xD

and thats the end of the camp, with everyone wearing the same blue t-shirt given out and munching away on snacks and grabbing pictures as memorabilia,,

a week in a nutshell?

2011-03-11T18:33:00.011+08:00

I've been having papayas and bananas for lunch this whole week.... ugh, what am I saying. -.-

Neways, as I said, my school had the monthly test this week. it's over now :D and it's holidays for a week!

On the first day of the test, after school, we walked past the form1 class and hui said "their first ever test in this school, a historic day for them~".
Impressive. I never thought of that before,,
That made me wondered what was I doing on my first ever pre-school test? primary school test? high school test? but I couldn't recall anything at all -.-

guess everyone was too preoccupied with doing good in whatever their doing instead of being excited like "ooh this is my first time bla bla.."
ahh... I guess this is what happens - reminisce - when you know you're never returning to the same old school you dread to go to but will be missing it for life.
;________;
okay, I think I'll be crapping a lot about how much I'll miss school for the whole year now -.-

Sooooo, today I had my seni test~
Since I took seni as an additional subject, I thought it was only proper if I sit for the test too, even though teacher said it's okay if I didn't sit for it.
It was a lil weird cuz I had to go to 5TS to sit for it cuz they're having it too. I went with Ama, :D
really feels weird... but they're really welcoming, thats a good thing.
and the paper was... *facepalm* most of the things I had to dig out from the scarce memory left from my junior years' lessons..

Well, tomorrow I'll have koko camp at school. yes, the camp is in school. Many people are complaining but I don't see whats the problem with having to camp in school. I mean, yeah I love my school and I'd love to overnight in school (finally!), plus, who in our school camp in school before? yeah, right, so why not give it a try? it'd be awesome to see supernatural things in school!! oye,, 8D
did I mention this is my first koko camp? and it'll also be the only one I'll ever have ;______;
so this camp better be good -.-
3 days, 2 nights.

then wednesday I'll have a trip to aquaria and petrosains YAY. can't wait ^ㅡ^
then thursday got kawad, I think...

talking bout kawad.... while doing hentak kaki, I thought my back and ankle was going to break -.-
the speed was like x100000^10000 fast man!
D:
how do I hentak 12 times within 5 secs?!
and I saw some unfortunate event that breaks my heart... I cannot stand things like that...

then SS3 on saturday hohoho ♥

and I have to finish an essay, moral folio, seni, rumusan and bm oral text. all within the next week. except moral, which is due april, but it's just as bad. time flies.

busy busy week D;
and I know this post is freaking long... I'm sorry for you being lazy to read.
I've just got that much things to say for the week.

the last prefect camp

2011-03-04T21:08:00.003+08:00

nothing much, really. just, thought that I should write this in since I forgot to.
On the only night at the pengawas camp, I saw fireflies :)
it was nice, I liked that.
and also, there were lots of lots of stars, like o.o a lot.
but it drizzled a lil, so I can't be lying on the grass to look at it. wasted.

I still can't get my head off that camp. I mean, really.
this time, it's like I really cried, for real.
looking at a scene that is not from a movie and towards someone that has nothing to do with me.
3 times.

truthfully the only other camp that I remember I cried was the one where the faci expected us to cry so I was like, oye ye, just go on with the "show" they trying to put on -.-
but this time it was real like, bite on gold real.

;________; 진짜...

y'know it makes me wanna go again.
ugh, I'm not even over form5 but am already missing part of it... this is bad. sooo bad.

the awesome-est ever.

quick update

2011-03-03T17:39:00.002+08:00

so sorry guys, I know I hadn't been updating much, was and is busy with school stuff.

ok, much happened this past few days, went for kem pengawas and came back like a living corpse.
you can pretty much assume that I haven't had a good night's sleep ever since I came back -.-
now, everytime I lay on bed, the next second I'm fast asleep. at least that is a good thing, I guess.

talking bout kem pengawas, I must say this year's is awesome. Though it's not neccessary I come back a more disciplined me, I'm sure I learnt something.
oh, I wanna mention too... the new kids are getting more and more baby-faced each year ;A;
sooo cute I just want to pinch their chubby cheeeeeks D8
I know they're already "teenagers" but as long as you're younger than me, you get some serious face pinching from me. >8D

as you can see, I changed to a new skin ♥ yeah it's kind of plain but I like the concept :)
plus miffy over there being all cutie patootie, how can I resist, ㅋㅋㅋ

coming up next week will be my monthly test ):
AHHHHHH
and I kind of piled up my seni project and am a few steps behind already D8
plus, I have yet to start my essay D8 which is due tomorrow!
so dead.

AND, the list still goes on... the war will never end! fighting!!

sorry froggy,

2011-02-23T23:11:00.002+08:00

I wonder how it feels like to be laying on a cold piece of aluminium foil which is your deathbed cause you died on it and also because it is your freaking deathbed even when you're alive and being dissected. Such a miserable way to end life.
Well, of course, the frogs are put to sleep first. But imagine when the "sleep thg-y" (I don't know) wears out and your senses start to come back and you start to be able to feel. how pain would it be...? with pins skewered through your legs, right next to the bones... how badly would you want to runaway from those freaks cutting you alive -.-
you're frightened as hell but they are disgusted by your intestines all over the place D:
how sad.

Anyway, I'm here to say, dissecting a frog isn't as scary as I thought it was. Provided the frog stays asleep and not move. and I did witnessed a frog jumping for it's life in the middle of an experiment. Yea, it's intestines were falling out.
Dx poor fella.

it was all interesting, quite an experience, for once I felt cold blood... if I had cold blood, that will be freaking awesome. 8D oye,,

Secret Garden

2011-02-18T17:32:00.002+08:00

often times I find myself signing into my dash but ends up signing out the next second. D8

I just don't feel like writing the things I thought of writing.. -.-

ok whatever, now, I'm late in this but I think I just caught the drama fever ㅡㅡ'

Secret Garden ♥ ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,,,
one of the nicest drama I've watched, hoho,,
I did not expect myself to get hooked on to a "soul switching themed" drama. serious. I've always thought that that theme is common and boring ㅡㅡ' but this prooved me wrong xD
well, I have to thank kyu for being a fan of joowon ㅋㅋ yeahh I watched it cause of kyu lol,, and I don't regret it xD
joowon is crazy awesome, and joowon is just the main character, not the actor. *facepalm* i'm not crazy. i'm not ;A;
and I think I'm going to die if I see more of hyunbin's smiles.. dead gorgeous x.x
not to mention the amazing ost's ♥ ahh...
totally loving joowon's massive estate ;A; massive library, glass wall, vast land filled with greeneries, lucky ass. and he's just a character. *facepalm*

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ok I don't know whats the problem here, I can't put an invisible auto bg song no matter what code I try and it's frustrating. ugh. tell me if there is anyway to do it ㅡㅡ'
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Gaon Chart Press Con

2011-02-10T23:43:00.002+08:00

these are too adorable to not post. ㅋㅋ ♥

credits: nemi89

I feel a sudden need of having his glasses... ㅋㅋ

do as the romans do, my friend -.-

2011-02-09T15:18:00.001+08:00

*sigh* cny holidays ended two days ago and here I am, back at the hectic school days :/
I'm freaking lazy right now ㅡㅡ' seriously don't feel like doing my homework.. D8

so I guess I'll just write on a post about "When At Rome, DO AS THE ROMANS DO" (if I can underline that twice, I would.)
Just the other day while my dad was driving on the highway, one foreign couple with their baby were standing at the middle of the highway trying to cross. *facepalm*
CROSSING! THE HIGHWAY! with cars flying pass like aeroplanes! with 99.9999999999% of getting hit by a car! and cars cant stop abruptly on the highway to make road for them, cause if you do stop abruptly, there'll be some awesome car crashing scene to watch.
and don't try saying slow down the car cause you can never see them from afar. your whole view is practically just the car in front of you.
my god. I don't know if it's common for you to do that in your country but it really scares the daylight out of people when you do it here. Unless you wish to die, never cross the highway please. ㅡㅡ'

I believe no one in their sane mind would want to put a family on their deathbed right?!

cny hols update

2011-02-06T12:37:00.011+08:00

Ahh, home sweet home ♥
got back from Kedah since yesterday, and my grandma is awesomeeeeee
she gave some cookies to bring home and there are the peanut cookies xD YAY!

alright going to visit my grandma from mum's side. hohoho,, ang pau ang pau~
ciaoz,,

bam!

2011-02-03T01:08:00.005+08:00

WOOHOOO having a blast over here, had the reunion dinner and I'm pretty sure I've gained a few kg from that.. -.-
who cares anyway, it's only once a year! kekeke

and there were firecrackers every where! both the left and right neighbours had it, my grandma had it, and houses a few blocks away had it -.- madness.
the house next door blasted it on the road, trust me, it was a gazillion times louder than when u hang it up. that fella must've lost his mind or something..
I intended to shout "Happy CNY" everytime those crackers end but... I figured it's not such a good idea, I don't wanna come of as a lunatic.. neighbours are watching.. lol.

and I must say, things have changed, I still remember hearing children cny songs EVERY FREAKING HOUR last time.. Now, it's all so quiet... though the screaming of little budak berhingus still exist. xD
and the peanut cookies.. where are they?! D8 my fav cookies of all time...
oh well,

kampung ♥

2011-01-31T22:30:00.003+08:00

WOOHOOO~ reporting live from kedah xD
yup, I'm back at kedah for the cny holidays since yesterday 8D
having a blast with my cousinssss ♥

On my way here yesterday, my dad decided to stop by at Ipoh for some brunch, and intended to eat at Foh San...
that place was HUGE.... like SUPER HUGE.. but it was a full house -.-
so we settled in for the kopitiam across the road. lol yeah.

Some good news (for me), my mouth got used to the braces and I don't need to use those time consuming wax anymore, MUAHA
but the eating is still weird, it's weird to chew... -.-

happy chinese new year peeps!

Braces on!

2011-01-26T19:58:00.001+08:00

I have officially tied my teeth with braces.
To be honest I feel like laughing everytime I lie back on the chair during the process,, I don't know why, I guess I'm just excited,, ㅎㅎ
It took about an hour plus to get it done. my jaw feels like it was about to break ㅡㅡ' asyik ternganga je...

Well, now that it's on...
I'm feeling like something is pressing on my teeth HARD, my gums are constantly in contact with the braces and are getting sore due to the metal.. dr. said I'll 100% get ulsers. ㅠㅠ
When I bite on a piece of bread, I feel pain IN my teeth. Imagine chewing.... D8
learning how to eat when I'm 16. nice.

Neways,, there was a radio playing, and as soon as I'm done tying my braces,, bonamana is playing HAHAHA.
now that's what I call fate :P

Dr. said I have to brush my teeth everytime I finish eating. ㅡㅡ'
he suggested that I bring a tooth brush to school... lol,, well, he don't know I don't eat in school so xpe,,
from now onwards.. I'll never eat out. = = cuz pieces of food gets stuck on the braces... UGH.

Hopefully I'll get used to the pain and agony... ㅠ________ㅠ

ye ye ye saya tahu, padan muka. -.-

음...

2011-01-24T17:50:00.001+08:00

AHHHH my blog is covered in dust and spiderwebs already,, sorryyyy,,

I couldn't find the time to really sit down and write this past 2 weeks,, even to boot my wooden cpu takes some time.. so ~~I got kind of lazy to on and wait~~.. I rather go finish up my pile of homework.
I'm not trying to sound like goody-two-shoes here but seriously... there is a lot of homework, not to mention, tuition and going in and out of the house buying stuff for cny and what not..
and the homework keeps coming in non-stop. D8
and talking bout that I should go finish my peka and get my bath. x.x

ciao, ;_________;
cny is coming ♥ ohoho

Good Day :D

2011-01-06T17:14:00.003+08:00

Last few days was a lil hectic,, + the cold teacher -.- I wasn't really happy too.

Today was the official prefect meeting and thank god it went well. woohoo~~

And it's a pretty rushed work to prepare for the kertas kerja and everything, and everything was in such short notice, and the MT are worried whether it'll go well or not, erh, I don't know bout others but I am.

even though with a lil stutter and mispronounciation but all was well.

and more awesomely was,, Pn. Faridah said the meeting is best so far,, YAY US.

Let's hope everything is good for the rest of the year,, 화이팅!!

Ooh, and Muin is back on board~ yessssss

Today is super good. Now I'll go bath and start finishing my homework. awesomenessssss

I'm filled with semangat now. 고고!!

Just to share, IU's Good Day performance, ♥♥♥♥

Have a good day peeps :D

erm, yeah IU comes in my list after YoonA ㅋㅋ not to forget hyosung and hyomin,, ㅋㅋ

speechless

2011-01-03T15:56:00.001+08:00

Today, my first day back at school, was suppose to be a good day! ;________;
It was going so well even though I smell and feel sticky due to the assembly. sitting under the hot sun and moving around doesn't help ㅡㅡ'
BUT STILL, it was going so well... I'm joyous that izzati and muin moved over here,, though it's not necessarily something happy for them, but yeah.

Until this one teacher coldly snapped back at me for asking nicely to meet the prefects in her class.
and this one freaking bright student of hers commented "Just be patient teacher" as if as I did something wrong - by asking nicely - that ignited the fire within her.
what. the. hell.
my mood went downhill after that. and down and down and down.

UGH. guess she is happy for crushing some student's heart by showing off her "not-so-smart-boss-power" in front of her students.
and that particularly bright student of hers might as well be licking her shoes squeaky clean next.
sickening.

11.01.01

2011-01-01T02:51:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS
1st post on the very early of the 1st day of the 1st month of the year 2011 8D
2011 is here whether I like it or not :( i'm seriously not ready....

like said, I was watching mbc gayo daejeon just now.. and I went crazy when watching SJ's perf
sungmin looking so perfect on his b'day eve ;______; ♥♥♥♥
well, now not anymore cause now it's his birthday already! :D~ first of Jan ♥ happy birthday~

and I was back at watching beast's yayaya. I really can't get over it, it's crazy epic. but it's short :c
wish it was longer,,

k I shall hit the sack now. My eyelids are dropping ㅡㅡ'

shopping shopping shopping

2010-12-31T23:17:00.004+08:00

OGAWD. I have been going shopping these past few days. And seriously my legs are really getting sore... ㅡㅡ'

Well, some incidents on my days out,,
I got kicked by a kid and he just stare at me grinning from ear to ear.. his mum didn't even say sorry for him. UGH.
and my dad kind of knocked someone's car while parking his car,, and hasilnya, both car got a lil scratched. But the person didn't call to discuss so,,, nothing happen. x.x
and I saw Pn. Sia at Mid Valley today ~ she was on her phone looking quite busy.
and also Wei Him at KLCC yesterday, :D
and several 'hi' with kiddies. lol. I'm no pedo I just love them cutie patooties xD~
and some more which I forgotten.... :P

y'know I feel happy when I see people I know in the streets. It is not often to bump into your friends, and when I do, I feel excited like this >> 8D!!
it actually reminds you how small the world is..

oh oh! btw the korean food at mid valley's food court is real. koreans are running the shop :D
and probably the boss's son.. omg cute >_____< !
till I'm too shy to even say kamsahamnida x.x /brickeddead.

and YES. after some LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOONG years I finally bought a school bag for myself.
I've either been using my sis's old ones or those free ones. :(
I'm delighted to death to finally have my own, yay~

people. it is finally the last day of 2010. ;____; I'm afraid.. I don't even love 2010, but I don't wanna leave it.. ㅡㅡ'
Well, don't sit here like a bum (eg: me) and go celebrate.
ahh,, lifeless me,, I'm spending it watching mbc gayo daejeon. I'm drugged ;______;

sbs gayo daejeon 2010

2010-12-30T01:45:00.005+08:00

ok I just finished watching sbs gayo daejeon '10
awesome. ♥ ㅋㅋㅋ

My fav performance would have to be (in no special order) Beast's YAYAYA & Beautiful with T-ara, SNSD's Snowy Wish, SJ's Bonamana, and the magnae special perf.

Seriously when I heard Beast is going to perform YAYAYA, my head was thinking bout what junhyung would do xD~
cm.. I think I might like YAYAYA if Beast were to sing it HAHAHA.

and SNSD are just gorgeous on that platform car thg-y. Of all SNSD's perfs I've seen.. so far I like this best :)
YoonA and Hyo have lines in here :D~ yoona is prettyyyy!!

Of course SJ is godly awesome! as always xD~ the introduction vid was pretty funny. ㅋㅋ shindong.... ㅋㅋ
The remixed ver. of bonamana is just 대박! some of them have shirts so thin.. like singlet thin! like almost able to see through! D: kesian.. mesti sejuk kan?
oh and yesung should really. REALLY. get a haircut. ㅡㅡ'
and tbh.. I liked kyu's clean hairstyle here. like jungshin's from cnblue. and with it he look somewhat like song joongki :D clean smart are to die for x.x

Of course other performances are pretty cool too.
baek ji young + 2am perf is pretty awesome. oh not to forget IU too :D
oh and 2pm's remixed I'll be back is so so so sooo much better than the ori one. sorry fans, don't kill me, just my opinion.

Oh oh and some moments ㅋㅋ
Like when Minho came out like James Bond,, omgosh. I was dead. literally. ♥
and HeeChul is just pro in MC-ing, isn't he? he doesn't even need placards! 짱!

ahhh~ best night online.

PAINNNN

2010-12-29T17:05:00.004+08:00

Remember when I said I was going to pull my teeth on last Wed? Actually I mistaken it, it was today ㅎㅎ

We had a Pre-prefect Meeting at school just now,, funny how Nicholas called to tell me but he didn't attend himself ㅡㅡ' and I couldn't answer him properly cuz I got the numb shot... ugh. I was drooling over the sink and mumbling... gross.

Neways, very few attended the meeting.. If more were to attend it would really do us a lot of good on the 1st day of school. like seriously.. no joke.
There'll be lots of havoc on that day I bet. *facepalm*
please please please don't start my new year with a bad note >_____________<

Oh! ... I found a 3 day old bread on my computer desk~!
I ate half of it 3 days ago.. left it in here. and now I'm finishing it ... with 4 missing teeth and some major sore gums. fml -.-

and,, new year is just few days away, I'll be kinda busy the next few days.. y'know to get ready to go back to school, and all,,
so I won't be posting as often as I do anymore,
Gotta start getting used to sleeping and waking up early AND use less computer. that's nice... D:
AND not to forget spm ;A;

I haven't got myself a new bag!! omgosh I'm so not ready..
this is starting to get scary... ._.!

PAINNNNNNNNNNNNN! ;A;

Iranian food?

2010-12-27T22:12:00.000+08:00

okay I feel sooo full right now.
My fam and I went to try Iranian food tonight, I forgot the name of the restaurant, but I know it's at Koreatown. lol, why in the world.. I have no idea.

The waitress, most likely Iranian, introduced some of the dishes,,
she said that the rice are in small portions. When it came.. it was like a mountain ㅡㅡ'
and she said suitable for small eaters... x.x
is she trying to take my life?!
I even shared with my mum ㅡㅡ'

But the food was nice, maybe a lil too salty/sour for me,,
Limes came with every dish,, and the drink is salty and sour too, yogurt drink.
she said Iranians like it like that :D

nothing much,,

2010-12-26T22:34:00.002+08:00

Just like any other normal day, went out with my parents to do some shopping, nothing much.
Except that I ran into CL at the supermarket 8D

me : excuse me :D
cl : *blank* why you're here?
me : *speeds off*

that was the silliest question I've ever heard xD
I think it took him some time to process that I'm me = ="
I was in a hurry actually, to get some sushi, and my dad is already at the front of the line, so I didn't reply ㅋㅋ sorry~

Well, like said really there is nothing much today.
And btw, just wanna share something. Rain's September 12.
It's nice, I didn't really pay attention to Rain before... Just yesterday I watched his Love Story movie.. I realized he has many nice songs :D
The movie's background music are all his. ㅡㅡ' inherited from his sensei if you get what I mean. LOL

TRON!!

2010-12-25T23:36:00.005+08:00

today didn't start off well... but I'm used to it.. ... right?
guess so yeah.. Let's just put that aside for now..

So, after dinner, me and my family went to watch tron,, radical! xD
It reminds me of the snake game we played years ago. When the phone screen size is just so small and colourless. Remember?

And for the first time ever I'm attracted to a female lead of a movie,
It is Quorra (Olivia Wilde). xD~ ㅡㅡ' no. no lesbo here.
Quorra is *emptyuntilifindasuitableword*.
I mean, she knows nothing but she knows stuff. Understand what I mean?
She doesn't know the sun (it's so general!), but she knows stuff others don't. Which is just crazy awesome. It's just interesting y'know,,
Plus she looks so androgynous, and reads ♥♥♥♥♥

ㅋㅋ Well you have to check out the movie, it's really really awesome. really.

I love it when Sam (Garrett Hedlund) jumps down from tall buildings.
omgosh fly~~! ♥
Ooh ooh I forgot to mention, SAM HAS THE AWESOMEST HOUSE EVERRRR. minimalist ♥

oh and Sam has hair like dongwoon's ㅋㅋㅋ RADICAL!!

Bad Christmas

2010-12-25T15:47:00.000+08:00

alright.. mia for a week, I'm sorry~
Well, today is christmas,, Merry Christmas peeps!
I'm not having a very great day myself so make sure enjoy yours.

This sucks.
holiday is going to end soon... new year is approaching... time to buck up and wipe everything away. if only that is possible.. things kinda tag along no matter where you go. like leeches. permanent ones. literally. *facepalm*

How about just lead our little lives without stepping on the line? Don't try, we have been living like this ever since before I even existed.
It's like level 4 of a cancer patient, there is no point of pushing things or trying to change things. Just leave it all up to the patient! It's the patient's life not yours!
so yeah, no point at all.

헐....

Ouch.

2010-12-18T15:46:00.007+08:00

Went to the orthodontist today and he showed me a panoramic view of my jaw from the x-ray. was pretty cool that my earring is in it too xD

so he explained bout jaw stuff and he pointed out my wisom teeth. they are all hidden in my gum at the end of the line.

he said I'm suppose to have 4 wisdom tooth but the one on my lower left jaw is missing, who knows where it went, LOL. and the one on my lower right jaw is growing horizontally. ㅡㅡ' 대박..

he said since we're evolving and our diet are different from the cavemen.. our jaw is getting smaller and so the teeth don't have space to grow.
then he showed me the x-ray from the side of my face.
and exactly what I thought. my lower jaw protrudes. and exactly what I hate. looks like my chin sticking out ㅡㅡ' though not obvious I still hate it.

well, after all that, he gave me letter to go pull ~~certain~~ my first molar to make space for the other teeth to adjust when I put on my braces.

wisdom teeth is after the fouth molar. which both are obviously not in the picture but you get it :)

SO, I went to get my teeth pulled. ;A;

the dentist shot my mouth numb and pull out the top and bottom first molar of my left.

the numb shot was like a prick. it hurts a little when he injected my mouth. then wait for 10 minutes. I was really scared Dx

I was surprised when he pull the teeth out, it doesn't hurt at all. feels like opening a wine cork .___.

and next week will be my right side. ;A;

The numb shot still hasn't go away so I'm drooling.. non-stop. ㅡㅡ' wth...

And something pretty fun is that.. with the numb shot,, my mouth is now senget to one side,

and when I smile the part that got the numb shot curves down, not up,
and I can spurt water from the gap without having to move a single muscle of my mouth,, hahaha xD

oh. no. *facepalm* I'll be missing 4 tooth to the christmas-eve party ... ㅡㅡ'

i'm a tard -.-

2010-12-13T16:50:00.002+08:00

scratch that. I'm crumbles..
today was pretty dumb = ="
I woke up early in the morning to finish up last week's tuition homework cuz I have tuition today in the afternoon.
So when I'm done there is time to spare so I went back to bed. When my sister woke me up I'm already late, so I quickly wash up and get going.
I walked under the stupid hot weather as usual.
I was surprised when I saw that the gate is locked and the door is closed...
Isn't it Monday today? the time was right, and I'm supposed to be late so the gate is supposed to be open. and there was suppose to be classes before mine so how can the gate be closed?

Well, goodie,, seems like I forgot that my class is on Tuesday. *facepalm* fail me.

So I had to walk back under the same hot sun. For absolutely nothing. ...zzz = ="
I could've sleep through all that time. silly me. = ="

바보!!!!!!!!!!!

korean meal~

2010-12-12T23:12:00.002+08:00

ohoho~ ♥
tonight my family had dinner at Koreatown, if I didn't remember wrongly,, this is my third time having a korean meal, ㅋㅋ
On the first time, since we weren't familiar with the orders, our table ended up with quite a lot of side dishes.. ㅡㅡ'
On the second time, my dad decided to try those one-pot meal where everyone share the meal, so we ordered 2 different pot. The pot is ~~quite~~ BIG,
and we're just lucky we manage to finish it.. ㅡㅡ'

So after much experience, this time ordering the food isn't so bad cuz we got familiar with the huge portion of food,, lol,
IMO tonight's meal is better compared to the previous times,,

my sis ordered cold noodles and gave up eating cuz she said it tasted weird after time. So I had to finish it for her, I didn't order for myself in case this happened. and it did happen = ="
Did I mention I'm 101% not a fan of cold main dishes? If I am to have my main meal, it better be hot from the oven or warm. never cold. If it's cold.. reheat it.
Now, back to the topic,, in case you're wondering, cold noodles is noodles in cold soup. the soup has ice in it.
since we agreed to try, so try it is.
the noodles is okay, but, cold main dish? no. no. no. definitely no cold soup either. no. ㅡㅡ'

before heading home we walked around and browse through the mini markets there, bought pepero xD
went home full oyeah,

cousin's wedding day,,

2010-12-11T11:59:00.000+08:00

Well, like said, my cousin had her wedding today,, congrats~
and actually there isn't much for me to do as the bridesmaid,, cuz her friends, also one of the many bridesmaids got it all covered so I just sit and watch,, :D
when the groom was coming, they did not honk so we didn't know they were arriving until they were like.. in front of the house ㅡㅡ'
well, you can't blame him, he's from portugal, so he doesn't know,
then they have this video of them from kids and he looks like he's one of those kids from the barney show xD

as for the games, they tied a comb of bananas around the groom's waist and placed it right in front of his private. then if he answered the questions wrongly, his bestmen will have to eat from that spot. which was kind of funny since they have to put on lipstick. xD

then later on when I was staring into space sitting next to my sister, the photographer came and asked if we are twins. ... = =" mr. you're wrong. wrong. wrong. wrong. we do not look alike.
neways, his assistant looked so much like my paternal side cousin which was funny,, and I think he is just the same age as I am.. bagusnya.... dapat kerja photographer masa cuti.... mesti pro giler....

guess that's about it. ate, went home, nap, and had pizza's for dinner,
the restaurant is called venecia, nice and simple,, it's opposite leisure mall, just around the corner. ♥
once in a while is okay, if not you'll go broke. ㅡㅡ'

random stuff,

2010-12-06T21:16:00.000+08:00

I haven't been going to bed before the wee hours so I was able to see the freaking magnificent sky at 4am in the morning. gosh the sky is cloudless and all you could see are stars,
I guess you're wondering why I'm sleeping so "early"... well,, it's okay if you didn't. lol,
actually, I'm not doing anything except for rolling on my bed with my eyes shut but still I can't fall asleep = ="
so that explains.
and so I woke up at 3pm today x.x
pretty much the same like every other day, except that today I received my exam result by mail and had kimchi fried egg, 8D
ohoho,, the mail was interesting lol, cause it's not often that I get mails, and I'm talking bout snail mail, not e-mail. Suprisingly my position in class is 13 8D thirteen suju members xD hahaha,
kimchi fried egg was delicious xD I cooked that! I'm a PRO!! muaha *gets bricked*

and thank god, I finally found something to wear to the wedding. no it's not a dress. = ="
imagining me in a dress gives myself the goosebumps. *shivers*

and bout that flynn,siwon screencap, it's more about the action than the face, so check the trailer and the hoot mv for the action :D
oh and talking bout tangled.. it really is an awesome show. the fact that it made my dad cry just proves it. serious.

eggs are simple and hassle free, YES. i like.

madnesssss

2010-12-05T01:28:00.002+08:00

HUH. what is this. I've just been bombarded with lots of stuff today. Yet I still don't have a clear idea of what is going on now. dizzy~
So first it was Kim Hyun Joong being in Pavillion. Well I can't make it today cuz I had tuition, and Lum told me there is another meeting in Sunway tomorrow.
So I was like YESHH,
Then he told me beast + 4minute + g.na are going to have a concert here in M'sia. I literally fainted. = =" BEAST. oh beast... junhyung...
But the concert is on a school day and I don't think my parents will let me.. and I don't think I'll have enough money to spare for SS3 if I go to the concert.. ㅠㅠ that is if ss3 is still on... redstar what are you doing?! ㅠㅠㅠㅠㅠ
and it's a lil not worth it cause I'm only interested in seeing beast there. LOL
and the ticket is selling tomorrow.
Well, so after much discussion with Tzu, the decision is not going. *huge exhale*
not going to see Kim Hyun Joong probably cuz we're lazy and not going to the concert. there. end of discussion.

thats not the end of it,, when I went on to FB, cl said there is an extra role in some NTV7 drama, tomorrow ㅡㅡ' again.
Well, I called the guy working on this and he said he didn't need female parts tomorrow. thank god = ="
so he asked me to send in my bio first and he'll decide on other scenes when he need female extras.
ohkay goodie, something nice to deccrease my mad-o-meter level,
I have to admit I was a lil nervous when I called.. lol well, whatever,, ugh I'm such a retard *facepalm*

did you notice how coincidently those things are going to happen on 5th Dec? of course. I highlighted it. xD Is 5th Dec suppose to be a special date?? ㅡㅡ'

Anyway,, I watched Tangled just before I had my dinner and I can't help but to imagine Siwon as Flynn throughout the whole entire movie. Especially the smoulder part. seriously. do I have to do a screencap of it?! ok the next post I will! you'll be lmao-ing your way to wherever you're heading to. lol.
ok off to writing my bio and hit the sack after that.

끝~

fast fast fast fast~~~!

2010-12-01T20:35:00.000+08:00

today officially started December, which means there is one month left to spend our holidays and get started for the next year. Isn't time moving a little too fast...? ;_;
oh! this reminds me, I haven't read "Interlok" yet x.x guess I have to speed up with "My Sister's Keeper" and quickly get started,, yeah...

What do I think of during December? Christmas.... and,.. christmas. haha, it's all about christmas xD
but not now,, now I have to clear off everything and start replacing. ohoho,, I'm talking school stuff, you know, and get serious with things,
and this reminds me of another thing. the prefect reports.. = ="
AHHH, wondering if the others would do it, the reports you'll be seeing for the next year would be solely from the secretaries! just you wait and see. >____________<

well, I just started watching b2st almighty and man! these people are growing on me..
I thought I was going to cure this addiction... ㅠㅠ
I'm back to square one. Just like when I started with sj, what am I to do,,, *facepalm*
Gotta pick up myself now. I'll start with cleaning up my bedroom, YESSSH. 고고 싱!

right, before I leave, check this out, ♥

fighting!

Erm,, something.

2010-11-25T23:17:00.001+08:00

I think it's pretty good to have holidays,
though I don't exactly have anything to do these days except for reading and going for tuitions = ="
but I like it, it's like having a break from everything else cause I'm just sitting at home. ㅡㅡ'
like, just doing things I wanna do with no care for the world, in my own pace. there's no pressure from others,, no expectations of what they want from me,,
Well yeah, of course I can live with no care for the world whether it's the holidays or not, but thats just not me. I do care a lot, guess that's my minus part huh, but sometimes I feel like it's a plus, in certain occasions that is.

AHHH I'm bored. I'm suppose to go out with my friends today but I ended up not going. I'm so sorry I didn't make it.
Well, I didn't go to my nanny's for two days and I feel bad for that.. yes my nanny is more important.
cause starting next month I'm not going there anymore,, so yeahh, these are my last few days for me being there..
and tomorrow, again, I won't be going cuz I have tuition + class party ㅡㅡ'
when I went this morning the house was lightless and her first words are "I thought you guys don't know how to come already"
;A; ... that made me feel so fail. It's so clear that she's a little disappointed at the decision. It feels so awkward now... ㅠㅠ

It's so much worse when I had to tell her I'm not going anymore.. It felt like I stabbed her.. I mean I've been living there for my life. I live there more often than I live in my own house. HONEST.

you won't understand. yeah, you.

my dad said something yesterday and I find it true,

"your feelings are up to you. people can kick you but instead of getting angry you can laugh it off"

Don't know if you guys get it but yeah,, Getting kick / being angry is just an EXAMPLE = =" I think it's applicable in any everything we do.

IMHO, I inherited more of my dad than my mom. I thank god. ㅡㅡ'

Haircut Day,,

2010-11-24T14:35:00.000+08:00

HUH. ㅡㅡ'
at last I got my hair cut after talking bout in ages ago.
So I got hui to accompany me since she often gets her haircut from there.
I didn't exactly have any idea what I want so I just ask the guy to cut whatever he want, and not too short..
so he gave me a hair wash first. ㅡㅡ' .. I washed my hair before going..
now my hair is of a V shape at the back and there's not much difference I guess, pretty much like layer but like SERIOUS layer.

Hui said I should've ask him to cut shorter cuz there's not much difference.. we'll see. maybe next time. ㅋㅋ
and my sister said I look like a guy. OMG. D8 no way,,!
Well, I'm going to take a bath and take a closer look. ㅋㅋ

third time I'm washing my hair today = =" this is madness!

Yong Jun Hyung ?

2010-11-24T09:26:00.001+08:00

9.00am and I'm writing bout yong junhyung? are you kidding me? I don't usually wake up this early and I don't do post like this but I guess this is an exception? ㅎㅎ

y'know beast, of course,, since I'm struck by the Kpop Wave, I have their songs in my iPod, spazz at their gorgeous pictures when I see them and what not,,

but I don't really like dig up their news and follow up on them like leeches or read every news I see bout them or spazz when they rip off their clothes like how I do with Suju,, ㅋㅋ

so.. who is junhyung? He is one of the members of beast/b2st the rapper.

since I don't pay a lot of attention to them I didn't really know how freaking awesome he is. until yesterday night 8D ... or maybe 2 days ago when I saw this at allkpop. ㅋㅋㅋ I've been watching it non-stop ㅋㅋㅋ

him + shades = 짱 ohoho~

and I don't think I've written this in a post before but I've went to their fansign event at One Utama around mid June with Tzu and have seen them from a distance... yea I wasn't a fan but I love Kpop and wanted to have a look ㅋㅋㅋ but I hadn't been paying a lot of attention to him cuz I was looking at Gikwang and Yoseob ._. during that time I only knew both of them... only after that fansign I was able to name each of them without thinking lol,,

I'm good at remembering names :D in this particular matter ㅎㅎㅎ

and... there's many more, maybe next time,, or not. ㅋㅋㅋ

Well, I stumbled across an interview of theirs and somehow I feel like they're pretty real... an early assumption :D like Jay Park real, if you get what I mean.

끝,

what?

2010-11-22T15:41:00.002+08:00

;A;
omggg, my cousin's wedding is going to be around the corner and I'm suppose to be one of her "ji mui" = ="
well, for no obvious reasons, just because all cousins become ji mui's. I don't know what ji mui is called in english,, what's it?
what am I suppose to wear = =? uhhhh...... uhh......UGH..
never mind, put that aside, I'll figure something out.. or I hope so.

Well, I just started reading My Sister's Keeper yesterday night and... ♥ 100%
I didn't wanna go to sleep cause it was really nice... till 3am. *gasp* xD
I feel like checking out the movie too keke,, ah beatiful~

wow this is a crazy short post ._.

a visit to the orthodontist

2010-11-20T22:10:00.001+08:00

Ahh, I was unwell for the past few days and this headache I'm having is seriously OH MY GOD. ㅡㅡ' I feel like my head is going to burst. But I'm feeling a lil much better this morning, ohoho,, thank god,

Because~~~ I had to visit the orthodontist~~ YAY~
so on my first visit, he kinda explain bout the cost and some basics,, and estimated that it'll take 18months to get my teeth in perfect shape woohoo,, and then he proceeded to make copies of my teeth.

to make copies of my teeth, he said he need to prepare a "purple ice-cream" for the mould, and that it is "grape in flavour" LOL. Well, he did let me smell it and it does smell like grape xD .. but it does not taste grapey = ="
Actually the main thing is, it is some sort of powder mixed with water and some soft rubbery "dough" appears... it is soft then after some time it will turn into rubber. like real rubber.

... ... omg ... now that I think again... isn't that the dough I used to make handicrafts in artclasses?!!! omg. that was placed in my mouth?!! okay... *vomit*

so yeah it was placed in my mouth to get the shape of my teeth and then I had to bite onto some pink piece of wax to get the shape of my bite and then the orthodontist will do his job while I go get my jaws x-rayed.
as for the other stuffs,, it will be done in the next appointment ^ㅡ^

going to the orthodontist isn't as bad as meeting a normal dentist cuz they don't do teeth pulling MUAHAHA
in fact I think I'm going to love going to the orthodontist ㅎㅎ

love pursuer ㅋㅋ

2010-11-17T22:19:00.000+08:00

After my rant yesterday, I found out that love pursuer yesung's episode was subbed 8D Good~
I thought of saving the links and watched it some other time cuz I didn't want my mood to ruin the show... but I watched it anyway. cuz it's yesung ♥ ^ㅡ^

and I did not regret watching it xD I was all cheered up after ㅋㅋㅋ
well, the show is about someone trying to pursue you and you have to guess who it is..
so in this episode, yesung was being pursued and he has to guess who it was.
and it was non other than Juri the gagwoman. I KNEW IT the moment I heard someone is trying to pursue him ㅡㅡ' who else would it be.

and from that episode I found out that she is actually younger than yesung by one year. asdfghjkl o.o! I always thought she was in her mid thirties! no offence juri 언니...
the episode was funny,, since she is a gagwoman and yesung is adorkable. ㅎㅎ

the things she did for him were seriously omg... but not to the extend that I'll ;A; ㅋㅋㅋ since she is doing her job and is funny and ... funny. yeah xD haha,
but she gives me the goosebumps sometimes.. with her infamous gag-aegyo towards yesung D8

well here is part 1, 2 & 3 of the episode if you wanna watch xD

this reminds me of minho and suzy.... ;A; ㅠㅠㅠ

rant rant rant

2010-11-16T23:11:00.001+08:00

the beginning of my holidaysssss,,, well it's suppose to be after thursday but... nobody is going to go to school on thursday and I'll just bore myself to death if I went. or to be more precise I'll be alone in the class if I went ㅡㅡ'

Does it have to be like that? Can I not decide for myself? Must you decide for me? Must my decisions always relate to others?
In what way am I living my own life? I feel like you're living it for me more than I am. It's all you want and non of mine. and I can't deny you just because you are elder.
I seriously freaking hate that reason.

If just like that I'm being a rebel in your eye I've no comment. I wanna learn things the hard way? then let it be. there's no easy way out in life anyway, I'm gonna have to face things sooner or later so why not prepare myself sooner?

This is all just my point of view. You wouldn't listen anyway, even if you do you wouldn't understand cuz you're always thinking your decisions are the better one. yeah they are better FOR YOU. they SUITS YOU. not me. but we're talking bout me here. you are talking bout me but your mindset is all messed up. whatever.

readers. I'm ranting here, don't mind me. things have been sucky lately ㅡㅡ' please understand I'm sixteen.
I might not be in my best positive mind right now so that explains the "emotionless" writing. and a lil of pessimist.. 미안해,,

oh how nice the beginning of the holidays aren't any bit fun. and I thought holidays ought to be fun.

Peppero day ♥

2010-11-11T22:52:00.001+08:00

excuse me mr.mic. you're in the way... ㅠㅠ
credits : 00xita00 @ youtube ; http://www.4yesung.com/

oh! it's pepero day today! pepero is a stick biscuit = pocky/rocky
in korea you give pepero sticks to the person you love,, so yeah~ more or less like Valentine's but on 11/11 you give pepero sticks instead :)

and! coincidently Hui brought it to school today and we all had some :D ♥ from hui xD

Step by Wicked Step...

2010-11-10T23:31:00.001+08:00

I finally got my hands on "Step by Wicked Step" 8D yay~
So far I've read till Chap 3 and the story is good,, and easily understandable :) nice.
When we got the book Brian was like, I read the synopsis its not very interesting.. and his face look as though the book needs to be burn to ashes cuz it's that sucky and his hands were waving like you can shove the book aside, it's not worth reading.
but then he cried after reading 28 pages. in your face!
you appear like a snob with that remark. If only the book had body parts it'd be kicking you in the ass.
who do you think you are some pro book critic? UGH. I seriously felt like punching you man.

Well, so all in all the book has a good story :)

7 & 8

2010-11-09T21:04:00.005+08:00

Well, went to celebrated Mun Seng's birthday on the 7th at shabu one. My friends were asking why didn't Yan join so I said she isn't close with him so she didn't want to join. Then they were like you aren't really close with him either, well, yeah... But that didn't cross my mind LOL, :D
since we did talk. sometimes. very lil, almost rare ._. and he did went out with us together quite a few times, so yeah, ㅎㅎ
so when we're almost done with eating some guy that looks like an artist came in xD~ omgggg
he didn't look like any artist I know of at first... but after time he looked like Jungmo from trax... o.o asdfghjkl!!
heehee, jungmo ♥

then on the 8th, I went with Yan to Sunway Lagoon, the rides were fun especially those with water contact ~,~ water is fun,,
the tomahawk ride, where they swing you 360° made me feel like puking up though.
but I was fine when I rode the pirate ship at first. Yan went on the pirate ship for the second time after the tomahawk. D8 it was crazy.
I'll pass 360° swinging rides next time,, the pressure was so much worst than sitting for an exam ㅡㅡ'
after that we went to watch Life As We Know It :D
asdfghjkl!! the baby is so cute OMG, and the movie was not bad either,
If I'm not wrong... this would be the first comedy romance movie I watched in a cinema with a friend, is it??
interesting...

well, my legs were hurting since I did lots of walking for both days, but some exercise once a while wouldn't hurt a lazy bum like me xD ㅋㅋㅋ
it's all good, but now the pain has transferred to my back, oh oh oh~

101106 ♥

2010-11-06T23:47:00.000+08:00

6th November 2010 ♥ Super Junior 5th Anniversary

fighting!

curry!

2010-11-05T22:06:00.000+08:00

well since it's deepavali, and since I went to Ruby's to have my lunch it was all curry. Not that I mind since it's not extremely hot and it has been a long time since I ate delicious mutton curry.. ... minus the recent jamuan koko ㅎㅎ ah~~ best,
Little did I know I was going to have curry for dinner too o.o! Had green curry xD~ ♥ YUMMYYYY THAI FOOD oh ho ho,,
I do love curry but if it's too hot or I had too much my stomach can't handle it ㅡㅡ' I don't know but i get cirit birit if so.
HUH! let's pray I don't get cirit birit the next day D8

deepavaliiiii

2010-11-05T16:35:00.001+08:00

HAPPY DEEPAVALI~
wasn't my 1st post a deepavali wish too? ㅎㅎ
OH! does this means my bloggie passed it's one year anniversary? hohoho,,♥
In Nic's house with JC and CW right now, went to Ruby's open house just now. Was surprised to see joon leon's sister there too, o.o
Had lunch at Ruby's and came over here, it's my first time in his new house and it's HUGE, especially the kitchen D8 crazy.

huh____________________~

nothing much, the past few days has been pretty boring = =" and I'm still thinking if I wanna go for the am to pm outing on sunday D8 and monday another am to pm outing! WOOTS
just wondering.. if I can join when dinner time? :D? hehe,,

REVAMP!

2010-11-01T19:49:00.007+08:00

1st post for the 1st day of November ♥ ~

Before the exam started today, my English teacher came in with the new novel for next year,, hoho

It's titled Step By Wicked Step.. The title was ~~really~~ SUPERBLY familiar so I did some googling in search of where in the world I heard of it before, but I just can't seem to remember!

Maybe I should look through my pile of books..

Can't wait to get my hands on it >:D It's gonna be awesome! MUAHA

Anyway, the exam is finally over,, all kinds of plans are going through my mind now. heehee,

First things first, I seriously have to get a replacement for the missing school English textbook. UGH. and finish off the monthly prefect reports. And some school stuff I guess.

Next is go get the haircut I've been talking about since months ago ㅡㅡ' AND hopefully by the end of the year my braces will be on 8D !NERD MUAHA

and of course, clear of my pile of things lying around everywhere ㅡㅡ',, start going through the lovely piano sheets from 1004. ♥

and MAYBE sleep early 8D ㅋㅋㅋ

LASTLY! a new skin~ I'm searching for one now,, ㅎㅎ

Still working on my korean and picking up on skin making :)

edit: 9.58pm

woots, the search for a new skin was quick this time around :)

guess I finally found someone that makes that I like! ㅋㅋㅋ Check it mymost loved* :D

Bromance

2010-10-31T00:25:00.003+08:00

2 thumbs up!

Anugerah Koko 2010

2010-10-30T15:00:00.007+08:00

Well, just got back from anugerah koko bout an hour ago

There was a pretty long wait for the teachers to finish their meeting first, but it's all good cause I had the chance to test out Tzu's satio, :D

Nothing much actually, some speech, certs, food and lucky draw

No luck for me in the lucky draw~ oh well :)

The food was not bad, again, it was Pn. Marziah's husband's catering. AND there was the pineapple curry again~ this time tastier xD

We did have the same caterer for our Pengawas Jamuan too, that was 2 days before my end-year exam started = =" and I was the MC with Ziana, some experience it was.

The food for pengawas and koko was.. different. = =" koko's was so much more.. flavourful, is that even a word? xD

nonetheless both jamuan were nice :) oh, right, can someone please tell me how to differentiate beef and lamb?!

At last it came to an end, it was a pretty short jamuan. I didn't expect that the jamuan would end so quick,, I think it was around 2 hours? But it felt less than that LOL.

Update update update

2010-10-29T22:09:00.009+08:00

okay, why is it the moment I on it started pouring? = =? 이상해...

Anyway, 2 more days and I'm free from the clutches of the exam~ ㅎㅎ

The papers I sat for... hopefully the answers make sense to the teacher... ㅠㅠ I think I can barely score B's... = =" HUH! It has all pass. Gotta move on, I'm moving on now :)

Well... o.o? 4men released a new album? wow, I'll go check it out now ㅎㅎ and of course snsd and 2am too,, :D

I don't know... I still need time to get use to hoot = =" We'll see, download first and the mind will do the work 8D eventually after a few times of listening I'll get use to it,, haha,

I'm back from checking out 4men's new song hollo! and omgosh KYA~ why. in. the. world. that voice is.. so... comfortable, and god knows what else it is. AWESOME.

now, really, go check out their album 'sorry'. seriously ;D

trouble trouble trouble. 진짜!

Exam Month

2010-10-22T22:24:00.005+08:00

UWAHH __________ ~

Wasn't able to update lately,, you can say that I'm semi hiatus for the moment, cause I'm sitting for my end-year exams ㅠㅠ

It's still not over yet. and I'm half way near giving up D: The revision I received from tuition is breaking me into pieces...

and I'm so afraid I'll fail.. Dx

Anyway I'm here *sneaky* cause I had to install some stuff into my dad's phone hehe,,

I'm not supposed to be here actually,, ._."

Well I learnt from twitter that I can actually dl kbs and sbs apps to listen to youngstreet and sukira! xD I wouldn't understand anyway, STILL! I can just listen to the songs and listen to them talk.. and laugh.. and... not understand a word but still smiling at their laughter LOL

Yup, these are what I'm installing and a few others.

Anyways I'm going to glue myself to twitter while I still can! The phone is almost done with it's job... ㅠㅠ

Bye Homosapiens, just for the moment :)

KYA!

dreams?

2010-10-12T14:16:00.005+08:00

Had a pretty weird dream last night. I remember though.

I remember I was at a field, with a cement floor.. there were many people there but not crowded. My parents were there, my sister was there, tzu was there, cheok's sis zhi yan was there (I have no idea why = ="), and some which I don't know who they were.

so I was walking around and some people started throwing basketball at me. So I wanted to throw back at their faces. damn.

But I was pulled back by my sister saying no, so I was mad. and pushed her aside. and there goes the many shocked faces. and I started pulling her by the hand to some corner. My parents was following around and some guy was being an annoying jerk, I have no idea who he was. I was really mad then. I started swearing and asking my parents to stop following and for that idiot to stop being annoying,, still holding my sister by the hand. her wrist? to be exact. The corner was something like a dead end. The weather is bright, during daylight. Like I said my parents was following around, particularly my mom. So I was, annoyed. and still mad. and I'm sure you can imagine that I'm rude towards my mom at that moment. (미안해... ㅡㅡ')

Finally I was with my sister at the "dead end" of course she was frowning. Then I started crying? wth = =" yeah I crouched down and cried. Till evening? = =" then she said "it's time to go home". And I said "But I haven't said it". And she said it was okay and I saw small blue post-it notes on her shoulder which I forgot what was written on it. yes I did thought of super junior when I woke up and thought about this dream.

Back to the dream, still, I was repeating the same line and crying like someone passed away = =" I'm assuming 'it' represents 'sorry'.

and crying... and crying... and crying... and crying...

and still crying. Until like,, I realize I'm actually crying in reality. like the tears are really flowing like a stream? small stream. onto my pillow.

I can actually feel my body lying sideways on the bed and tears on my face. I was thinking whether I was really in reality at that time. Until I confirm myself I'm actually in reality, I went back to sleep.

Doesn't make sense huh? Not as dramatic as you imagined. and definitely not like some shoujo anime you watched on TV. = ="

Is this some cluttered message? I feel as though some incidents are alike my life...

B.R.A.C.E.S

2010-10-08T21:57:00.004+08:00

huhuhu,, there's only less than 2 weeks left before the end year examinations D8

I'm still being a lazy bum over here,,

ANYHOW thats not the point I'm here, ㅋㅋㅋ

Was coming home just now in the evening and my dad say he's bringing me to the dentist for a check-up next month YAY

When I was younger I didn't like even 0.01% of the idea of going to the dentist,, ㅡㅡ' that place is full of creepy silence. Having a human pulling out my teeth at full force was even more horrifying than the monster under your bed, *thoughts of pig slaughtering* could you just imagine ... :P

I still remember the dentist saying he would give me a "glove balloon" if I lay down on the chair and let him pull my teeth. PFFT. No I did not fall for that wth.

I prefer my teeth falling out naturally, ㅎㅎ

BUT! It's a whole different story now. ㅋㅋㅋ Don't get me wrong, it STILL IS horrifying to have someone pulling my teeth at full force ... ㅡㅡ'

Well,, ever since my dad got the idea of braces in me, I never forget. I'm feeling estatic just by the thought of it 8D ,, Though I don't seem to need one right? the lower row is the "in out in out" one so... yeah.

Hello~

2010-10-05T19:26:00.004+08:00

OMGOSH I totally love the starting and ending melody,,♥ KYAA,,,

No Idea

2010-09-29T21:41:00.006+08:00

Huhuhu,, end-year exams will be on the 18th of Oct........... great. = =" I should just prepare myself to die. ㅠㅠㅠ

I didn't write this earlier, well, I'll write it now.

I was appointed as the secretary for the prefect board since,,, Aug, the pass down ceremony thing and what not. Scary,, the receiving "scroll" wasn't nerve-wrecking, what is to come is the main point...

Hasilnya, I have to finish 2 months' reports. Aug & Sept D: And I get the contoh report from teacher just today and have to pass back by the end of this month. Which is.... tomorrow, ahh,, how smart.

ah! There's no school tomorrow ㅋㅋㅋ I'll just hand up on Monday, hopefully I'll be able to meet her.

[12.41am]

LOL xD I was writing and took a break, :P twitter allkpop youtube and all kept me busy hehe,

very well then, my brother came home and we kinda watched random cuts, ng cuts, hidden camera cuts vids etc. etc. they were awesomely hilarious ㅋㅋ kpop :D ah,, good times,,

it all started with the search for jungmo's athletics vid ♥ xD

well what do you know~ it is now 2.00 am D: good night,,

pray that I'll be able to study in time for the exam,,

wish me luck .. ㅡㅡ'

Check it ♥

2010-09-26T16:58:00.016+08:00

♥ EPITONE PROJECT ♥

Embarrassing

2010-09-25T22:19:00.004+08:00

Just got back from dinner with my fam,,

Of course we ate and talked bout stuff, braces etc,, braces..... HEE.. ㅋㅋㅋ

Well so yeah, we're almost done and thats when my sis dropped her phone. Actually she finished eating earlier than us and was fiddling with her phone and my dad's phone..

Her phone somehow slipped out of her hands and dropped on to the floor.

y'know how people would usually go OMG. or just shocked/speechless. well, that wasn't her case. She actually shouted WHOOSH~! ...loud and clear... ㅡㅡ"!

Everyone was like looking at our table,, and there was an awkward silence, I was surprised and embarassed at the same time laughing on the inside, grinning on the outside. trying hard to hold in my laughter........... erk...... yeah..

A lady was kind enough to help break the silence... she wasn't able to hold in her laughter. she chuckled?

some awesome lady she was *thumbs up*

Well yeah,, and eveyone went back to eating their food. and I can't stop thinking bout it. Puahaha,, Several times I had to look down and giggle at the thought of it. LOL,, Don't wanna come out looking like another weird kid related to the 1st one xD

Guess thats about it, found an awesome song ♥ here~

There's no eng subs to it though, don't quite know what she is singing but it's nice :)

I'm seeing that my iPod'll be filled with their songs next,, ㅎㅎ

Check out the others too, they are just as awesome ♥

Falling in love with navy blue

Tableeee

2010-09-17T18:13:00.004+08:00

Guess I'll start with yesterday night, it's school holiday so I went to bed around 1am-2am... usually I'll fall asleep the next hour provided if I don't listen to my iPod. But I wasn't able shut my eyes even after 5am. = =" That's when my bro woke up.

Well, guess the sleeping god wasn't on my side this time around,, ㅡㅡ'

I did fell asleep though, but woke up by the rain trying to get in through my window... ㅡㅡ' then back to sleep. ㅋㅋ slept till 11.00am, was a beautiful morning, the cold breeze~ ♥

Then off to Ikea....... ㅠㅠ Didn't thought my dad will drag me to get my table so fast. jeez...

Anyway, I don't go there very often but I like going there :D

It's heaven, especially the cushion and bed sections xD~ you can sleep there and nobody will be bothered bout it cuz they're enjoying the same MUAHA, 'cept the men in charge of course ㅋㅋ

yeah, I finally got myself a study table~

hyu~ 2 weeks long of holidays are coming to an end,, ㅠㅠ I better start clearing the piles of homework now,, and start going to bed early too = ="

I see... It's all about being bias....

Recap!

2010-09-13T20:10:00.005+08:00

Ah,, a little recap of what I did these past few days

My grandma and aunt and cousins came last thursday, so 2 days of endless walking and shopping,, They went back yesterday

♥ my younger cousins~ such cutie patooties xD

So my grandma headed home and I to timesquare with cl and all,,

While they were buying the tix for Step Up 3,, I was around the CD shop ㅋㅋ the moment I stepped out of the shop Bonamana was playing xD The guy at the counter was like "what did I do?" when I shot him a "what-did-you-just-do" look LOL

then no other then shake it up then turned off, oh well~

and I saw Sarah there too :D

Later on, when walking around some shop was playing Lucifer xD so we stop walking and listen till it finished~ ㅋㅋ then resume walking xD

and the movie was awesome,, those people dance like they got no bones x_____________________x

Ddangkoma's Betrayal

2010-09-09T21:49:00.007+08:00

maem maem MAEM! ㅋㅋㅋ ♥

Okies, here's a fanfic to share,, funny... and a lil bit disgusting in the end = ="

Found it on someone's tumblr,, I have no idea how that thing works cause I'm outdated LOL

Just happen to click the link when searching for the exact meaning of 땅꼬마,, hehe,, Instead of getting to the meaning I continued reading the other fics LOL

UWEKS... I just read one which was ~~totally~~ SO MUCH MORE disgusting... = ="

well,, no credits attached so I'll just credit it to the fella that posted it :D linaalollie~

“You told Kibum that I like him, didn’t you?!?!” Yesung accused his turtle.
The turtle blinked at Yesung, turned and a walked away…….. So so so slow.
“Don’t you dare walk away from me! I’m not done talking yet!!!” Yesung picked up the turtle and turned it so they could face each other again. “You’re the only one who knows that I like Kibum so from who else was he suppose to know that I like him?!?!?!”
The turtle stared. If he could talk, he would have probably said ‘Kibum is too smart and you’re too obvious.’.
“Stop blaming the turtle. He didn’t tell me anything. It‘s just that the walls are thin and you talk so loud to your turtle that I practically heard everything.” Kibum explained.
Yesung gasped and almost dropped the turtle. “Kibum!!!! How did you get in?!?!”
“The door is unlock. I did knock but you were too busy scolding your turtle. Poor innocent creature.” Kibum patted the turtle’s head lightly with his finger and kissed on it before walking out of the room.
“OMIGAWD!!! Ddangkoma, you know that I like him but you kissed him!! You’re such a traitor!!!” Yesung exclaimed. He threw the turtle to his bed. The turtle simply slipped inside his shell for comfort zone.
“KIBUM!!!” Yesung caught up with Kibum. “Who do you really like, Ddangkoma or me?!?!”
“What’s this? You’re jealous over a turtle?”
“Just tell me damnit!!!”
“You’re so weird.” Kibum sighed but he stepped closer and kissed Yesung. “But I like you anyway.”

THE END ♥

I can't help but feel disgusted =_______________________________=

Pukeee

2010-09-06T20:36:00.005+08:00

Well,, was out and about with my family yesterday, we were talking in the car and out of nowhere an incident from last time popped up, 8D

I totally forgot bout this incident until my sister reminded me of it in the conversation yesterday =__________="

It was about few years ago, when I was around 10-13 years old? no idea, oh well~ I was walking along the "bridge" of a shopping mall and threw up *vomit*. right on the spot where I was standing, in the middle of the bridge. what a strategic spot. = ="

was feeling a little faint I guess, I didn't remember anything else or whether there were people that looked on,

But I remember one thing,, the guard around there wasn't the happiest guy after I puked 8D ㅋㅋㅋ

No idea why I'm writing this but,, for memories' sake I guess, in case I ever forget bout it again and no one to remind me of :P

You know,, the ever so forgetful me :D

and... yeap it's holiday and all,, and homework from the last few days of school aren't touched nor done yet = ="

biarlah,, dua minggu kan? tunggulah awak. I'll have a date with you guys when the two weeks are near gone MUAHAH.

As for the McD part time job,, I was so tempted.... >___________<

But I guess I'm not doing it after all, hyu~ .__.

I'll prove to you An,, 난 할수 있어! , maybe on the year end holidays HAH >:D

extra : remember that wibiya tab? I always forget to write this. ㅋㅋ now I remember. okays,, I totally love the fact that it can translate this whole page to other languages. xD

But then again,, = =" it is no different from google translator = =" except that it is A LIL x100 BIT better I guess ㅋㅋ

Good Job

2010-09-04T23:52:00.008+08:00

yeahhhhh,, ~~mid-year school~~ HARI RAYA holidays are here, WOOTS~

Meh,, still gonna be boring ones for me,, ㅡㅡ'

SELAMAT HARI RAYA EVERYONE~

anyway, check out the really awesome site I found, here~ + it's a local site 8D

double the awesome xD

Neways,, gonna keep the site for future uses xD they do provide interesting stuff :D and some comes in cheap as well ㅋㅋㅋ

some yesung to share xD

♥

Credits: Yesungfan Reup: twitter.com/variYEty Take out with proper credits."

Good job, good job xD

Oh, I'm pretty proud of myself actually,, know why? Cause I slept for 15 hours straight yesterday night on the couch in the living. 8pm to 11am 8D WOOTS!

No mistake man! I re-counted 4 times! All hail the mighty sleeping god~ (if there ever existed one xD)

I'm wide awake even during tuition class in the evening,, usually my eyes would be like half way near to closing,, and I'm still wide awake now ㅋㅋㅋ

Thinking of having a haircut somewhere during holidays, what can I do with my hair??

Weird Shop; MERDEKA!

2010-08-29T21:37:00.004+08:00

Okay,, I went for dinner at some restaurant which I forgot what it's called LOL,,

well they serve pretty delicious sushi but the owner is kinda weird.

when a customer comes in he'll say "you'll have to wait till 7.00"; the clock shows 6. the customer will then walk away... another comes and he'll say "you'll have to wait till 8.00" when not even 15 minutes passed,, = =" and away the customers go.

진짜... weird man....

It's my first time there, plus seeing everyone that came in and did not get "sound" by the tauke goes to the counter, takes their own menu and writes their own orders down... makes ME feel weird.

=_______________="

Whatever,, as long as the sushi is delicious,, i ♥

Oh, I just found out that JoKwon's shares the same birth date as my Bro's :D, 28th Aug,, WOOTS~

Trying to watch "1 Litre Of Tears" by the end of this month,, with no disturbance,, = ="

School is going to celebrate National Day tomorrow~ and I have to be there before 7.00am.... ㅡxㅡ" Just kill me already!!

Being a proud Malaysian ~~E.L.F~~,, I love my country :D

MERDEKA~ ㅋㅋㅋ,,

Birthday~~

2010-08-24T22:37:00.004+08:00

Today is Yesung's birthday~ ㅋㅋㅋ ♥ ♥ ♥

Happy 27th Birthday!

stay adorkable as always LOL

and also An's~! :D

생일축하해~~ you are younger than I am ㅡxㅡ"

Heard from Tzu that Hearty Paws 2 is out since July in Korea +____________+ hyu~~~

must watch. ㅋㅋㅋ

"kind of" busy,, should clear off my pile of work soon ㅠㅠ also have to keep in mind to sweep everyday, wash plates everyday and do the laundry everyday,, slap me if I forget D8

For SS3 FIGHTING!

너 아니면 안돼~ ♥

random random randommmmm

2010-08-14T20:59:00.002+08:00

There is so many things that I wanted to write yesterday and the day before. ㅡㅡ' Now I don't feel like it. So I'll just summarize it all up,,

12th Aug ; went to bake strawberry cheesecake with 14(?) of my friends for Jia Wei's birthday. = ="

13th Aug ; celebrated Jia Wei's birthday. The cake was was delicious (^ㅡ^)V

yup, 14(?) is an outrageous number of people to bake such a simple cake xD especially when the baking area is so small.. double LOL xD

Today & tomorrow is... Super Show 3 in Seoul ♥ :D

I went through some Greek God in wiki and finally understood that Zeus married his sister. I was wondering why he married his sister.... = ="

best answer I got : "I do not question god's decision"

완전 대박.. xD

passion fruit + peach + yogurt = antibiotic flavoured chocolate . BLEH....... gotta keep that in mind. = ="

Lost?

2010-08-09T23:44:00.003+08:00

Okay this is going to be a fast one.

Wanted to write this yesterday but I was too tired to do so = ="

So I went out yesterday with friends to watch The Sorcerer's Apprentice,, the movie was awesome. The power looks so alike dragon ball/naruto combined xD + combos,, LOL I like the fact that the flooded lab scene was exactly like Mickey Mouse's movie,,

those sponges were definitely cutie patooties ♥ ^ㅡ^

Over with that and the outing, we headed home. So I was following Tzu's sis's car home and it was parked at Cahaya. So yeap we got off at the Cahaya station but went through the wrong "exit". LOL xD

We were going the "follow-the-humans" way. It was pretty weird cause the humans are walking towards the road (highway? flyover?) not the parking lot! So we turned back and realized we went through the wrong exit = ="

me: just walk back up

tzu: no, we already used the ticket

me: oh yea, right. = ="

E P I C F A I L

So we kinda walked around and panic? xD I don't think my mind was even clear then. In the end we went back up and ask them to let us through,, thank those kind souls :D

This marks one of my most embarassing moments in life.. xD

Well it was a good experience. kakaka~

Hurricane Venus.. dangerous? ㅋㅋ ♥

Hurry up Hurry up 고백 yeah~

KRY Special Concert Photobook ♡

2010-08-03T19:24:00.005+08:00

by 리에

shared by LaCrymaMosa

TAKE OUT WITH FULL CREDIT AND NO ADDITIONAL CREDIT

♥ ♥ ♥

(^—^)

Super Junior KRY Special Concert in Japan Photobook

♥ ♥ ♥

1st August Post

2010-08-01T12:53:00.004+08:00

1st post of August on the 1st day of August :D

Yesterday officially ended the month of July,, just found out after I read the newspaper LOL. Hellooooo August! ㅋㅋㅋ

박수!! the Hari Keusahawanan was a success! heehee,, our stall raised RM840~! :)

The haunted house wasn't as scary as I thought it would be, and.. there was a strand of hair in the roti john I bought.. ㅡㅡ' all in all, I had most fun when working at the stall :D

There was also MTV World Stage yesterday, which I totally forgot and remembered after reading the newspaper.. and I know of someone that went there. ㅋㅋㅋ

~~I totally forgot bout it.~~ I didn't remember what date it was yesterday. = =" No wonder you were in a hurry.

Push yesterday aside, today's newspaper has a 3 page spread about the K-Pop Wave,, just wanna highlight one of the article, titled "More Coming" xD~

It says,

Korea Tourism Organisation (KTO) is looking forward a year-end bash featuring multiple korean acts.. *omitted some parts*

WOOHOO~ If Super Junior is attending I'm going!

Gee, if you have no better topic, don't talk.

A Walk To Remember

2010-07-29T17:02:00.009+08:00

D: i left 3 add maths question blank,, that's yesterday. but was all better after I sat for chemi test. for the first time ever chemi brighten up my day. LOL. That was yesterday too.

WHY?! I love you add maths but why don't my brain digest you = =" gee.

today's tests were not bad either.

Can't help but to think how disappointed my add maths teacher would be = =" to death I guess..

Before this, I wanted to watch "A Walk To Remember",, but didn't have the time to find it with english subs.. Until just now, yan linked me to it. But I was surprised myself cause I didn't watch it even after it finished loading an hour ago(4pm?). And I still haven't watch it...

I just can't bring myself to click the play button! The fear of crying over it grew up on me. = =" + I'm in nanny's so I would've need to hold my tears back.. and I don't want to do that. If I cried they would go "wtf, you're crying over a video?" = =" and I hate that.

hahas.

So I told yan, if I'm going to need to cry over this I'm gonna watch it 5 years later. LOL.

I've seen several videos alike so yea, that is where the reason "FEAR OF CRYING" came from. Just for them.

yeah, wtf is wrong with you? you ask? well, my tears, not yours. ~~i guess you'll never understand why if you don't really take interest.~~

lalala,, moving on... ! Oh yeah. = =" for those that don't know "A Walk To Remember" is a fanmade video of SJ and there are 9 parts to it. now you know why I didn't have time for it. lol.

hmm, I've written this longer than I thought I would. Maybe I'll stop here :)

No I still haven't watch it yet = =" it's exactly 6 in the evening now = ="

test go go!

2010-07-27T22:32:00.004+08:00

Actually I should be studying for my chemistry test tomorrow,, ㅠㅠ and also add math. yea, I have to go through the formula or I'll die.

Today was modern maths and I feel like jumping down from a 100 floor building. = =" FREQUENCY POLYGON!!! ahhhhhh,, why did I drew it.... ON A HISTOGRAM?! super fail..

*praying for addmaths* hope I look properly = ="

other tests seem fine to me.. at least a B for each.. LOL

Its just the monthly test but I'm already worried,, imagine when the end year exam comes. ~,~

test aside, HARI KEUSAHAWANAN is here~! what is it in english? no idea. It's the first time school is having it in the 4 years I studied here, that explains the excitement :) ㅎㅎㅎ

GO GO! (/^ㅂ^)/

ok,, I should go continue studying ㅠㅠ

화이팅!

Stuff, Mad!

2010-07-23T22:24:00.002+08:00

Yessiree,, there's so many stuff that I need(or want.. ㅡㅡ') to buy.

It's like I've moved to a new place that I need these things = =" ...

Have to get myself a new bag asap,, the old one looks as if it will tear apart anytime soon..

phoneeeeeee :) *satio* my first one has been dead since 2 years ago? 3? all I know is, it has been ages!! & I need it badly! yes! *satio* ASAP TOO! at least before september?? *satioooooo* ㅠㅠㅠ

ANDDD a desk for myself. not my idea, my dad's ㅡㅡ'. For as long as I've been living in this world... I do not have a "working" desk for myself. No, I don't. I don't know where in the world my parents are gonna put that desk at. The house is already filled with no empty spaces left. so... I don't know. Shall wait and see.

and,, well,, SUSHOW3 tickets..... around Sept... UWAHHH,,, can't I get it for free? :(

all of that just sums up to one thing,, MONEY!!!

I think I can live with that almostgonnatearapartbag for the next 3 months++.. I'll get a new one next year :) no worries...

the desk,, I guess dad can postponed the desk buying day... right? just a desk :) no harm... phone+tix erh... DATELINE: SEPTEMBER alright?! just add both of it and it'll cost a fortune = ="

no I will not settle for a phone other than satio,, I have my reasons :)

Guess thats settle.. Just need a yes from my dad ㅡㅡ'

Don't know whats wrong with people like you. You've got no better topic to talk about? You like making the script to people's life? Well I hate it. You can make one for whoever you want but not mine alright? sheesh. and the stories aren't one bit true. and you're talking bout it in front of my face to others. and not feeling one bit wrong bout it. seriously.... not gonna swear. ㅡㅡ' For god's sake and the "respect to elderly people" ... I've got nothing to say. Except to be glad that I'm stepping out of the car and run to watch MuBank. ㅡㅡ' seriously you did not make my day. Sorry if I offended you but, well I'm just stating my opinion. and you're an elderly? pfft. I really do wonder whats wrong with you people. Dang. >:/

If I could fly....

20 JULY ♥

2010-07-20T16:54:00.004+08:00

First of all erh,, THANKS TO ♥

tzu, yan, hui, lum, an, kw, cl, cheok, kj and many more for celebrating my birthday.

everyone that paid for the cake and bought it. ㅡㅡ' sorry i don't know.

an, kw & lum for the extraordinary cup LOL... I ROFL-ed at the "pink thing". xD

an for the yesung half-year calender HAHA~~

cl for the cutie patootie colourful frog~!

tzu, yan and hui for the YESUNGxMINHO card.. speechless,, I'm loving it~ xD

nic for the post, wish the best for you too~ :D

everyone that filled my facebook wall with birthday wishes,,

and everyone that wished me~

sorry if I missed out anybody, I have bad memory ㅠㅠ

and if i didn't eat much of the cake xD cuz well,, I'm full from the first piece. HONEST!

and hui,, haha yan wanted to prank you so we kinda did all those don't care stuff,, don't know what's her objective but,, oh well we just played along xD

I think everyone noticed, a wibiya tab below! :D CL introduced it to me and I think it's awesome,, So there it goes xD~ LOL

CHECK IT OUT~ SHINee's LUCIFER! I'm not digging their overall look and style for this album.. but the song and dance is just plain AWESOME! LOVERHOLICROBOTRONIC!!

and again, THANKS ALL :)

now all i wish for is satio *cheeky* HEE,

Cute Song~

2010-07-15T18:48:00.002+08:00

hahaha xD seriously I don't know how I came upon these cute songs xD

IMO pre-schoolers' song to be exact. ㅋㅋㅋ ...

There's COLD SONG, NUMBER SONG, EGG SONG and the 3 BEARS SONG.. well I know 3 bears song before hand so that wasn't much a surprise to me x3

Sorry there isn't English subs to it :P

The comments written just made me LMAO all the way~ xD

On the other hand,, it's a great way to help in learning Korean language LOL

since it is "pre-school" level and in learning the language I'm at "pre-school" level,, why not? xD kakax~ age is just a number ~.~

talking bout age.. kya kya kya~~

15 a pair?! No Other ♥

2010-07-07T15:14:00.005+08:00

I was browsing through T-Ara's online shopping site,, yes, I did.

The layout is pretty simple :) and I can understand easily over there cause it's partially in English,, at least 80% of it, 8D

Yeah, so I was going through their accessories line... and saw something awesome.. that doesn't cost as awesome. LOL

ZIPPER EARRING ♥

sounds awesome eh? But. It costs 6000KRW,, RM15

= =" I can buy 3 pairs of earring with RM10 already.

I can even make them myself! LOL.. eh? ah,, what a great idea... kekeke...... xD

any unwanted zippers to spare? xP

------[EDIT 5.52PM]------

*throws confetti* NO OTHER MV is finally RELEASED!^^ *tears of joy*

ahhh!!! I don't know what's wrong with me.. the moment it reaches minute 3.45 I feel like crying... EVERYTIME! sobs.. *hankyung...* ... I should be happy for the release...

NOT SATISFIED

2010-07-05T22:43:00.003+08:00

I don't know how many times more I'm going to change my blogskin ㅡㅡ'

I'm just not satisfied. NOT SATISFIED with the skin I'm using everytime. Yeah,, I'm THAT picky = ="

And if you can see,, there are lots of pink on your right. I'm almost blinded by them. I wanna change the colours but,, I'm lazy to go through those HTML codes again and again.. trying and testing and everything RAH!!

I should go now, or I'll be more dead than ever ㅡㅡ'

Oh, did I mention how pretty that banner on top is ;) ahaks..

yesungGIF ♥

2010-07-05T16:26:00.004+08:00

Well here is the gif that I failed to post yesterday early in the morning. 8D thx to CL's tip I'm posting it now~

actually,, there is a larger one that I like much more compared to this smaller one,, cause it's longer at the smile minute,, but I didn't manage to get to its root so,, this will do kekex.. ♥

Taken from: Yesung's cyworld | CREDITS: as tagged Reup by: yeahsung @ www.twitter.com/variYEty TAKE OUT WITH FULL PROPER CREDITS.

and sheesh Brian,, I'm aware that it is on everyone's TV at that moment = ="

ACK!!

2010-07-04T01:38:00.008+08:00

Sorry I didn't update much lately,, I've been KIND OF busy. Everytime I come online, there is just something to do. ㅡㅡ' and use up all my time.

pics, gif, vids, some hyping here and there fainting here and there = my online time.

I'm suppose to be sleeping now in case my dad wakes up,, but I feel so bad for pushing back new posts. So here I am.

Since I'm in a hurry,, ~~I'll just put up my recently favourite gif of all time :)~~

Well that didn't happen cause this thing wouldn't load gif.. or maybe I just didn't do it right = ="

SO FAIL.

Maybe next time ㅡㅡ'

I'm so dead x.x

How Can I End This..

2010-06-23T17:58:00.006+08:00

Not having a really good mood recently... It's happening again.

Don't ask why cause I don't know either. All these negative stuff flooded my brain,, Guess that is what happens when I have too much time to myself. = ="

Easily angered by almost nothing in the world. Not satisfied with everything. And the list just goes on and on..

Well, I'm sorry if it made anyone mad or something,, through facial expressions, body language, speech etc.. anything. whatever. I'm driving myself nuts here = =" I'll probably get a permanent head damage soon..

Guess I'm going to watch some vids to cheer myself up for the moment.. frust.

If only someone would slap me without a good reason. That'll be fantastic.

I Need Air!!

2010-06-18T10:19:00.008+08:00

Credits: 4yesung.com | Photo by: Pook-ka

I'm in love with this picture

The 1st thing I did when I on the computer was twitter of course~ a link here and there,, And the first picture I saw was this xD I'm hyping in the morning! Seriously I'm lost for words now. I need oxygen 8D ~faints~ 32yfiuahe'sfreakingcute!dstgrsi'msuffocating!dfhyrtsj GAH!!

excuse me as I'll go grab some air now.. :D

I'm working on finding my blog a new skin and it's just a pain in the neck ㅡㅡ'

I'm not that pro to make one myself so I'll just have to live with what others made. woohoo~ ㅡㅡ'

I'm picky, sort of,, :D

[edit 12.31pm]

Taa-Daa~~ New skin is here~! An said it was too blank and spacey.. Well,, I guess that is just my state of mind right now... blank and spacey... typical retard's mind xD LOL or maybe I'm just too caught up with yesung's picture up there 8D

Don't know why, but I can't write much on the "Retard's Case" cause it just shrinks the whole thing,, ;( that's why it's so short :(

Neways,, gonna try to find a replacement for this.. :D

Didn't wanna use this skin but the others just didn't work out for me,,

Retard Me

2010-06-14T22:01:00.007+08:00

Seriously I don't get this... How does this thing work?!

It was all nice and pretty, almost perfect there! Change to this.., and walla! what am I looking at?! @________________@ ... if only I had the password... ARGH! ... maybe it is just my half dead com that has a problem with it ㅡㅡ' oh well, whatever.

Oh... I'm drooling all over that layout ;D I chose it come on! freaking fainting right now. SHEESH!

THIS THIS THIS!! ㅠㅠ

Oh Oh!! SUPER JUNIOR'S SUPER SHOW 3 PROMOTIONAL PICTURE came out 8D

In a small size though.. Well, save the best for the last LOL,, so I'll patiently wait for the larger one to come out 8D and then move on to a POSTER xD

Moving on,, Nicholas asked me to go for karaoke today (yeah 노래방 people!), to celebrate Hwei Teng's birthday. I didn't go though... Hui said it was a whole lot of fun and with our student card it only cost rm11.00+ ㅡㅡ' that's cheap.. real cheap... hurm... 8D maybe I'll go next time then.. I'll consider,, maybe after the SS3 xD

I'm so sorry Nicholas,, if I knew it would be this cheap... I would've go. I think. :P

대한민국!!

2010-06-12T23:25:00.013+08:00

1 week of the holidays flew by just like that. $#&^%@WHAT?!%&!# (/ㅡㅈㅡ)/ whoopee~

What progressive things did I do for the 1st half of my holidays? Nothing! except for going to tuition classes! That I didn't even pay attention to! great job huh? ㅡㅡ' ... That reminds me,, I still have to finish my add maths homework... xP

Anyways, World Cup is here 8D WOOTS!

Truthfully I find football boring. *SORRY FANS OUT THERE!*

But I did watch the S.Africa match,, cause I'm hoping for Africa to win since WC is held in their country ^^ (I'm good I know xD LOL) They ended up with a draw. It'll be better if they won :D

I didn't watch Korea's match though.. = =" was out. But they won 2-0 xD!!

오~~~ 필승 코리아!!!~~ (/^ㅁ^)/ GO GO!!

(Hey,, I'd fully support M'sia if they were there ㅡㅡ')

Nicholas was saying "Brazil will win later",, Hey man, miracles happen xD Now I'm looking forward to England and Japan's match,, not that interested but still there's something bout these two that I'm attracted to xD I'm so sorry for the "(/o_o)/ emoticon of million different faces", but that two "hands" of it made me put him in. Blame Alexander. xD

yesungmadetwittter!!

2010-06-07T16:01:00.003+08:00

Oh this is just great~ I'm lost for words...

I think I'll keep shrieking and repeating OMG for the rest of the day.

I'm freaking overwhelmed by this... YESUNG MADE TWITTER. 8D Ohmygod.... I have to tell brian. OMG!!

How am I going to live now.. My mind is blank except for the phrase "yesungmadetwitter" @@ over to dreamlanddd..... @@

Well, that's one interesting thing that happened since the holidays started... Gotta find something interesting to fill up the rest of the holidays or I'll die of boredom ㅡㅡ'..

Maybe gluing myself to twitter & wait for updates 8D LOL. Nah I wouldn't do that, that's even more boring ㅡㅡ'

Alright... I'm going to head over to dreamland, slap myself, wake up and head over to tuition soon. Hope I can finish watching SGB in time 8D Bye~

Paradise~

2010-06-03T16:42:00.004+08:00

Well,, I was doing all the usuals and stumbled upon this site, which is super awesome to me :D

ETSY!

"A place to sell & buy all things handmade, vintage & supplies" 8D

yeah that IS awesome. As if as things can't get better,, all the things I ever wanted are there~~~~~ ♥ **dreamland**

Oh sheeeeeeeeesh! Just understand and STOP. please. It's driving me nuts!

... toast ♥

2010-06-02T16:08:00.014+08:00

HAPPY 4th ANNIVERSARY E.L.F ♥ 1st JUNE ♥

I have many things to share lately :D So I'll start off with this fanfic.

erh, no, it's not mine. I remember bout saying making a fanfic for my assignment(?) yeah. But I wrote something else xP

Instead, here is a lovely fic from fuucakes @ SJ-World.net ,, She won the forum's anniversary contest :) Enjoy ♥

** for those that doesn't know, hyung is older brother in Korean

if taking out from here please credit her :)

the theme of this contest was "celebration," and she did a wonderful job of portraying a different, more melancholic type of celebrating
—the judges

( toast )

by fuucakes @ SJ-World.net

When Kyuhyun opened his eyes that cold morning of January, he knew it was a special day. It was a day he had been looking forward to, a day he’d been preparing himself for—yes, it was that day. Despite wanting to keep himself under the confines of his thick and warm blanket, Kyuhyun forced his body to sit up. With his mind still slightly disoriented, he stood up from bed and walked outside his room where he was greeted by the lovely sight of his close friends sprawled all across the living room, asleep.

Kyuhyun frowned as he gaped at Donghae, who was sleeping soundly on the floor, his left arm around Hyukjae’s naked upper body and his hand holding an empty bottle of champagne. And then there was Ryeowook, the one who always seemed so sweet and innocent—when sober—but had just wrecked havoc last night due to over dosage of alcohol. He was lying on the sofa, beside Yesung who was unconsciously rubbing on his philtrum. Leeteuk had himself happily tucked in a sleeping bag. Kangin, on the other hand, managed to squeeze his big self beside Leeteuk. Kibum, who was hugging a bottle of beer as he slept, was situated on a small couch across Yesung and Ryeowook's sofa.

The boys seemed tired, although happy, from the party that took place last night.

Dragging his lazy feet back to his room, Kyuhyun retrieved three pieces of thick blankets. He went back and threw them onto his hyungs. He may not admit it, but Kyuhyun does care for his brothers, no matter how ridiculous and idiotic they were.

He decided to skip breakfast and paced towards the bathroom where he would prepare himself for celebrating this special day. After taking a quick shower, he walked to his closet where he stared at the wide array of shirts, jackets, hoodies, and vests. He picked up a hoodie. It was not his favorite but it was definitely something a certain someone would like to see on him. A pink hoodie. Yes, he would surely like to see this on him.

After putting on the hoodie, a pair of dark jeans and a black zip-up jacket, Kyuhyun looked at his reflection on the mirror one last time before heading out of the closet. On his way out, he picked up a paper bag beside the door that contained a bottle of wine, a corkscrew, and two wineglasses. He was about to place a black beanie over his head when he saw Hyukjae—now fully clothed—sitting on the dining table, having coffee.

“Morning, hyung,” Kyuhyun greeted casually, placing the beanie securely on his head.

“Morning,” Hyukjae replied, his eyes fixated on the newspaper he had been reading.

Kyuhyun noted that although it was still quite early, Hyukjae was just as awake as he was. “You’re up early.”

“Yeah. It’s…” Hyukjae paused and then turned to look Kyuhyun in the eye, a hint of a smile dancing on his countenance. “It’s a special day.”

“It is,” Kyuhyun smiled back.

“Tell him I said hi,” the older boy turned back to the newspaper.

“I will,” Kyuhyun nodded and went towards the living room where he noticed that Donghae was no longer sprawled on the floor but was now snuggling on a couch with his blanket. Donghae smacked his lips in content as he let out a few mumbled words that sounded like ‘happy barfday’. The youngest smiled and headed for the front door as he whispered, “I’ll tell him that too, hyung.” ______________________________________________________________________________________

It was seven in the morning and the town was as alive as ever. Stores were open; people were around, jogging or simply doing their daily morning chores. Whatever it was they were doing, they looked happy. Kyuhyun knew that his hyungs weren’t the only ones partying last night. Probably, even the whole world had been celebrating. After all, it really was a special day.

But to him, it wasn’t just the typical annual holiday that everyone celebrates. It wasn’t just the usual first day of the year. It wasn’t just the common feast where everyone would happily toast to wine glasses and watch fireworks glitter in the sky.

To Kyuhyun, today wasn’t just New Year. Today was his special day.

Upon passing by a familiar restaurant, Kyuhyun stopped in his tracks and craned his neck to look at Shindong, the owner of the store who had just set up a menu outside his shop’s entrance.

“Good morning, hyung,” Kyuhyun dutifully greeted.

“Kyuhyun! You’re just in time!” Shindong exclaimed cheerfully and strode towards the boy. “I just finished baking today’s special. Guess what?”

Kyuhyun shrugged, “Chocolate brownies?”

“Wrong. It’s pumpkin pie!” the chubby man’s eyes sparkled. “After all, it’s today, isn’t it? Siwon-ah! Kyuhyun’s here! Kindly prepare the pie for him!” he called out to one of his waiters, Siwon.

A look of protest flickered on Kyuhyun’s face. “Hyung, I didn’t order for—“

“It’s a gift,” Shindong interrupted. “A gift he’ll surely love.”

“Alright, if you insist,” he couldn’t help but agree with Shindong’s last sentence. He surely will love this gift.

“I have to go back in,” Shindong patted Kyuhyun’s shoulder. “Loads of work to do. You wait here for Siwon, okay?”

“Okay, hyung. Thanks for the gift.”

“Nah, it’s nothing. Tell him I said happy birthday!”

Kyuhyun watched as Shindong disappeared into the store. A minute or two passed when Siwon came to sight, carrying a freshly baked pumpkin pie confined within a small white box. The silk pink ribbon laced around it made it look wonderful to Kyuhyun’s eyes.

“It looks perfect, hyung,” he remarked as he took the box from Siwon’s hands.

“Send him my regards,” Siwon flashed a dimple.

“I will. Thank you,” Kyuhyun replied as he grinned at his hyung, truly grateful for the gift. He failed to see the nostalgic look that draped on Siwon’s face after he left. ______________________________________________________________________________________

Kyuhyun was a block away from his destination when he saw a familiar shop. He hesitated at first. But when he realized what he was lacking, his feet automatically brought him to the flower shop. “I knew you’d come,” Heechul didn’t look up from the comic book he was reading. He waved a hand, gesturing for his assistant, Han Geng.

Han Geng instantly stopped mopping the floor and moved towards a bouquet of pink roses delicately placed on top of the counter. He held the bouquet carefully in his hands and handed it to Kyuhyun, a warm expression evident on his face. “Heechul and I prepared this for him.”

Kyuhyun laughed at how these hyungs of his could practically guess what he’s thinking. He didn’t even order for anything and yet they already predicted his actions. “Thank you.”

He was just about to head out of the store when Heechul spoke, “I’m sure he’ll be squealing delightedly once he sees all that pinkness.”

Kyuhyun didn’t speak as he noted the melancholy apparent on Heechul’s face. He just bowed his head slightly and proceeded to leave.

By the time he arrived, the world no longer seemed so busy and alive to him. It was quiet and peaceful.

He started his pace, the box of Pumpkin Pie safely residing in his arms while the bouquet of roses sat above it. The paper bag dangled heavily from his long fingers. A small smile tugged on his lips as his eyes landed on what he had been looking for. Sitting down on the ground, Kyuhyun placed the gifts beside him as he took in the sight of a lovely smiling face. His heart fluttered and sank at the same time, if that was even possible.

“Good morning,” he greeted.

Silence.

Kyuhyun felt cold.

His hands shook slightly, but he told himself it was all because of the weather. With trembling hands, Kyuhyun reached for the bouquet of roses and placed it in front of him. “How do you like it? Han Geng-hyung and Heechul-hyung prepared them for you,” he began. “Heechul-hyung said all that pinkness would make you squeal in delight.”

Kyuhyun’s throat felt parched. He wondered why he even felt thirsty when it wasn’t even hot. He ignored the sinking feeling in his chest and continued. “Hyukjae-hyung said hi. Shindong-hyung said happy birthday. You might not want to hear Donghae-hyung’s greeting though.”

A chuckle escaped his lips as he recalled a drunk Donghae’s way of greeting a friend unconsciously, “He said happy barfday.”

A cold breeze of wind blew past him.

“Siwon-hyung sent regards.”

Kyuhyun then proceeded to pull the ribbon off the box. Opening it, he was greeted by the sweet aroma of pumpkin pie. “This is from Shindong-hyung. It’s your favorite.” He placed it beside the flowers and reached for the paper bag.

“Oh, you must be wondering about Kibumie, Ryeowookie, Yesungie-hyung and KangTeuk-hyungdeul. They’re probably still asleep. But I’m sure they remember your birthday, so don’t worry.”

He was silent as he took out the bottle of wine and opened it. He poured himself a glass and proceeded to pour more of the red liquid into another glass. He placed one glass amidst the flowers and the pie and held one on his still trembling hands.

It took Kyuhyun a moment before he began to speak again.

“They miss you, you know…

…but…

….I miss you the most.”

The lovely smile remained on his face. Kyuhyun knew he was listening.

“I miss you. And I wish I could be with you,” he continued. “But I know you wouldn’t like it. And that you might kick me in the face with those little black belter feet of yours if I even tried.”

He let out a humorless chuckle. “I miss you. And honestly, I might just accept the kick if that’s all what it takes for me to be with you,” his voice was shaky as he went on. “I… feel like I’m dead. It’s as if you took a part of me with you when you went away. A part of me I can’t live without…

…You took my heart with you, Sungmin.”

The first snowflake of the year fell that morning. And it landed on Kyuhyun’s wine. He watched it as it floated gently above the crimson liquid before it thoroughly blended itself with the wine, never to return forever.

“Things I love… always disappear, don’t they?” he whispered, fog starting to come out of his pale lips as he spoke, “You did too. You disappeared too. Just like that snowflake… you left and all I could do was to watch you go away.”

He felt a stinging sensation envelop his eyes. He blinked furiously, trying to impede the inevitable. “Why did you leave? Why did you—“

Kyuhyun stopped the moment he realized his own voice cracked. He lowered his head, closing his eyes shut. He tried to muffle the sounds coming from his throat—sounds he didn’t want to recognize as his. He tried to compose himself, tried to stop the shaking of his fragile body.

It took him a long moment to open his eyes once again and when he did, millions of snowflakes were swaying around him. He watched as bits of snow dropped on his wine. He watched as the snow began to rest on top of his head, his shoulders, and his legs. He watched as the soft snow slowly caressed his skin.

And for the first time on this cold, snowy morning, Kyuhyun felt warm.

A small smile appeared on his face as he no longer held in the tears that threatened to fall. With eyes filled, he looked at Sungmin’s smiling face in the picture resting on the gravestone. He listened to the clinking of the glasses as he made a toast.

“Happy birthday, Sungmin,”

Letting a lone teardrop plunge into his untouched wine, he reached out to touch Sungmin’s cheek. Stroking the cold surface, he murmured, “Rest in peace.”

Movie Tears

2010-05-27T16:14:00.004+08:00

ah ah ah ah~~~ it has been one week and two days that I've sat for my exam... and there is still one week more to go... huh, how great is that.

I may look like I'm sitting for the exam... but in my mind... it is far from that... I'm already thinking bout holidays!!! and that is like 1 week later 8D woohoo~

... Oh... I'm so gonna get serious ugly marks for my exam this time around... ohgod...

....

aish! I don't know what to write!! One moment there I'm thinking... oh,, I'm gonna write this.. oh,, I'm gonna write that. Once I'm here... *POOF* blank.. =______________________=" that's frustrating man!

Wouldn't it be great if I thought of something and can just come online to write it wherever and whenever? sheesh.

Ohkay. Now I remember what. LOL. Don't know what made me wanna write this, well, in case I ever forget I can come back and read :D

Movies I Cried Over :D

pretty interesting, eh? xD

well, the 1st time ever was the movie I Not Stupid 2 and several times later was also the same movie. weird I know xD.

Then there was 마음이 (Hearty Paws) ♥, a korean movie obviously. Dog lovers should really watch this. After I started crying, I was about to stop but another scene came and I started crying all over again..., ... even after the movie finished about hours ago. and I cried myself to sleep that night = =" and used up lots of tissues.

And Cindrella (korean movie again) at Sharman's house which I didn't know why I cried, the movie wasn't even near sad nor horror. It was just freaky = =" (it was a horror movie)

Then others are random few seconds tears. Which I'm not gonna write here cause I don't remember few second tears' movies. LOL

Well, this isn't a movie,, but I'll write either way since I cried over it LOL. It is non other than Daddy Long Legs in comic which, yea the one I read recently. That story is just beautiful ♥

I guess thats all up till now.. If there were others I'll write it up next time :)

... One day.... blogger should come up with 'how long you took to write this post' = =" It is now 6.39pm. See how big the difference is? Well that is because I was watching random videos while writing xD LOL

Bonamana!

2010-05-12T16:43:00.003+08:00

BONAMANA!

Click Bonamana~ Watch it on SMEnt's youtube channel to help raise the counts :D

Best choreo ever! Can't wait for the live performance! xD

Supply me donated blood please XD *nosebleed..* hahaha!

Hmm... There is Wonder Girls' 2 kind of tears.. CNBlue's Love.. *CNBlue's teaser looks like a movie teaser to me XD..* waiting to be released..!! Hope they release it quickly!! I have so many things to download now. with... 100% help from An XD Thanks man :)

Gosh! Unexpected!!

2010-05-06T16:09:00.006+08:00

Ohkay.................... I'm just as shocked as anybody else is...

... After much consideration I don't think I'm going to write it here. It would be like digging my own graveyard. = ="

All I have to say is I'm so sorry.... I didn't know nor expect I'll react like that.. yeah great, one of my moronic reflexes. Urgh........

How can I have possibly done that?! I know you don't mind and it's okay but... I'm really... Argh! SORRY! I don't know what's the big deal bout it but I'm feeling really sorry.. = ="

I'm gonna remember this day till the day I die....... =_______________="

Oh. and Super Junior's MV teaser is coming out tomorrow~~ 7th May 2010! I'm glad I'm not hyped bout it.. have to remain calm... ;D EXAM...

Sorry.... So Sorry...

2010-05-05T16:51:00.007+08:00

1st post for May ♥

Huu.... Nice song!! TnT~ f(x)'s Sorry (Dear Daddy).

Seriously! Listen to it sometime. ;)

But I like it in guy version better :P

Sorry CL, it's not bad taste, is SPECIAL :D

Tomorrow there'll be a rehearsal for Saturday... I guess it's gonna be in the hall..

Huh(?) ... I'm moody all of a sudden. Thinking bout the Mid-Year exam... +_____________+

Really nervous though it doesn't show.. Somehow I don't think that is the reason I'm moody..

Time is ticking... Super Junior's album is coming... That just means my exam is coming... I can't help thinking bout my exam when I see the name "Super Junior"... =_________________="

I'm happy at the same time I'm scared. What? Yea I'm abnormal my mood changes in a blink of an eye. That's me :D

See what I mean?! ARGH! bear with me... Sorry... So sorry...

YooGeun... Banana Milk... Gah! I'm gonna go crazy now!! ;(

Common writing mistakes I do everyday :D

Teusday, LeeTuek, YooGuen... what else... hmm... anything with alphabet 'UE' and 'EU' I guessXD

yes, I did a mistake when typing Yoogeun just now.. and just did it again.. = ="

Hey... there is a reason okay.. It happens because of tuesday and leeteuk. SEE... the E and U... I'm confused by it.. haha. The problem only occurs after I know SJ XD I find it real funny.. hahaha~

♫f(x) - Sorry (Dear Daddy)

What?! Faint.

2010-04-30T14:37:00.006+08:00

Faint. +______________+

sdahdfhj ! spam spam spam!!

Fuu.... Fuu... Teukie has Twitter~~ XD RAH!!! Faint~

Amber has mushroom head haircut for new album!!?! = =" RAH!!! Faint~

U-Kiss concert at Phillipines?! What?! ..so fast? o.o? RAH!! Faint~

RAH!!! Faint~

OMG... help me!! Over excited damn happy~!! XD

슈퍼주니어 4집대박~!

Colourful life ♥

Random

2010-04-27T16:11:00.004+08:00

Ah~ It has been one week since I updated my blog :P

Busy?? Not if I finish my homework in time = ="

Hah.... Mid-Year exam coming already... -,- Let's list out what I should be ~~studying~~ MEMORISING is more like it.. = =" by NOW..

Bio, History, Chemi & Physic... As for the other 5 subjects.. I'll pass. ㅠㅠㅠㅠ

Something random I thought about to make this post not such a lazy post :D

Sites I Visit Everytime I On The Com :D

Twitter, Facebook, SJ-World, Omgkpop, Allkpop, Youtube, K-popped, TwElfs, My Blog(? LOL)

Some That I Go Once In a While

SHINee Int. Forum, SNSD Int. Forum, SJ wordpress, SHINee wordpress

And some not so often which I'm not gonna insert here cuz there is manyyyy = ="

AH... Recently, uh.. few days ago(?) Hui asked if I wanna join dancing class after the Mid-Year exam... nooooo = =" Have you heard of a robot dancing? How funny that'll be I bet.

Lazy Post

2010-04-20T16:30:00.003+08:00

Kyaa~~ Yesung has got a new hairstyle~ BUT it doesn't look really nice on him :(

Ah! Lazy nya! Still haven't finish my BM essay..... ARGH!

K I'm really lazy Bye!